.Thursday, June 10, 2010 ' 10:56 PM Y
Jus got back from my grandpa hse.. Im so shagged. Havent been sleeping peacefully. Im back to werk. Many many things to do! Haiz. Been handling no fix project. Like whatever! Im so tired to talk about werk.
Grrrr.....
I just wanna share sumthing with all of u. No offence. I started to feel that sumtimes pple are just blinded by their ego and emotional. I sumtime wonder why pple would changed after they get to know sumone for a long time. I got no answer to it.. Im still lost. But isnt it supposed to be like when u got so close and maybe u love that person u wouldnt mind share everything with him or her. My answer may be wrong and may be right to others... Im still confused abt this.
Life isnt everything that we dreamt of. We can dream of having a good companion with everyone that we love, but we should also know that not all pple will have the same dream as theirs. So, if u dun have a same dream to maybe strive for sumthing in life, why would u stick ursf to that person? Why? Why? Why?
I have no answer to that still. I am so confused with mysf. I know whether shld i follow my instinct. Haiz. And anothet thing. Would u ever compare your life now and the past that u go thru?? And brag abt it? I think we shld at least think and said, "someone have been helping me in the past and why must i say all the good things that i have now?? I should say that person was the one that help me alot in the past" i dun understand why pple tend to change when their life was at a higher state now. I seriously dunnoe.
All i can do is to keep mysf think and think throughout thr day. Without realising that ive laid back on my werk. Oh dear..
Ive read my friends fb and her friends comment make me realise that, when someone starts to change in ur life, that is not a good sign. Isnt it loving someone is all abt u and ur partner. Whereby u enjoy every single sec in ur life? Saying it all out is hard rather thab being thru it. I totally agreed with tat. It makes me wiser in choosing sumone for me to shower with all my love and care, every single thing.
I got it now. It makes me wiser.
Alhamdulilah. Kau tunjuk aku jalan yg benar dan cahaya yg terang untuk menbimbingi ku...
