.Saturday, August 30, 2008 ' 11:09 PM Y
i went to my aunt place and i love this kid! he is randy. omg sungguh cute lah! if can i wan to terajang him cus he is so cute. HAHA. okok. i am not that brutal. haha. i feel so puas after i get to picit his pipi. HAHA
kk back to werk.
. ' 12:49 AM Y
its the 29 AUGUST 2008! sape punya bdae ehh????? hmmm... aku ker?? salahh..... NORA LAHHHH!!!!!
HAPPY 21ST BDAE TO NORANIZA BTE ADNAN!
SEMOGA DIPANJANGKAN USIA DAN JGN LAH STRESS2 SELALU.
AMIN.
i had class today. im so tired to wake up. after class i went straight home and have a quick nap. tetap tk cukup. the bf call and said today jadi jumpe. ape lagik. dating ahh.. haha. sempat seh kau dayah! main gile!!!
we went to imm cus ive to look for the bamboo. bought it at daiso and then we went home. sampai dpn gate terlintas pulak di fikiran ku nak pinjam cd from su. so we went to her place to pinjam cd. she got soo many kucing. and i think i started to love cats sooo much and i feel like adopting one now.
su boleh ku ambek kuncing kau yg white tu? CUTE GILE! haha.
.Friday, August 29, 2008 ' 12:50 AM Y
THURSDAY
maj was admitted to the hosp today. i was shocked. really shocked. mcm mane lah boleh jadi gitu... aiyoo..... okok tenang. yg penting she was fine. so alwi, mesti kau happy kan dpt tgk maj tk bertudung. HAHA. ok aku mepek.
WEDNESDAY
this is a few bunch of pple that will be accompanying me when assessment is near. thats way frens are for. :)))
okok. mata dah blurr shall go to bed ready.
.Thursday, August 28, 2008 ' 2:39 AM Y
i am wasting tyme actually. i am currently waiting for my perspective to be rendered. and i am so sleepy. very sleepy.
.Tuesday, August 26, 2008 ' 9:04 PM Y
sch shucks! i hate to do asignment. i need a xtra hand. what do they call that? helping hand? yes thats the werd. so anyone wanna help me? haha. feel free okies.
btw, hist was boring. i shld not have come to class today. i am soooo tired. i need to rest. i am tired. ouh my..
.Sunday, August 24, 2008 ' 11:52 PM Y
WHY CANT THEY OPEN UP THEIR MIND AND THINK WHAT THEY HAVE DONE? WHY CANT THEY REALISE WHAT WE HAVE SACRIFISE FOR THEM?WHERE DO THEY PUT THEIR BRAIN? WHERE?!WHY DID GOD CREATE THEM? TO MAKE PPLE HATE THEM?WHY WOULD THEY WANNA HURT US? WHY?!I AM NOT GOING TO KEEP MYSF QUIET AND PRETEND NOTHING HAPPEN!!I Am STARTING TO HATE YOU NOW. I AM.TOO LATE TO SAY SORRY NOW. LATE TO REALISE THINGS HAD CHANGED.TOO LATE FOR EVERYTHING.
I CANT BEAR WITH IT NOW! I JUST HATE YOU! AND I DUN NEED YOU IN MY LIFE. I DONT. ARGH! FUCK FOR EVERYTHING THAT HAPPEN!abang, help me.
. ' 1:11 AM Y
Ajin says:
u quit sch.....mcm paham!!!
h1dayah says:
ya ive quit.
h1dayah says:
tadi i go sch bagi form
Ajin says:
WASTED
h1dayah says:
why?
Ajin says:
haiyo
Ajin says:
its ur last yr n u blew it
h1dayah says:
too bad lor
h1dayah says:
i just noe that im pregant
h1dayah says:
Ajin says:
u kidding me
h1dayah says:
no im not.
Ajin says:
congrats.....
h1dayah says:
thanks.
h1dayah says:
its a twins.
h1dayah says:
i like.
h1dayah says:
Ajin says:
hw many mths alreadi?
Ajin says:
tak lepas mcm kwn nye
h1dayah says:
like one hour ago.
Ajin says:
huh?
h1dayah says:
belum months lagi
h1dayah says:
aru one hour old.
haha. this can tell that i am stress and need a laughing buddy. i am very random lah i knoe. hahaa. can tell. ok lah back to basic. :)
. ' 12:51 AM Y
we went over to kenneth's place to do werk and now im like still doing my 1st viz. LIKE WAT THE HELL! bile nak game! aku risau nie. can i just curse everything/everybody that is faster/speeding infront of me. OMG! i am sungguh stress.
ok just to tell you that kenneth have a very bog house with full of animal/reptiles. ahaha. if i have that kind of house i would go ard and play catching with my animals. HAHA. seriously lah. his place is like have more than 16 steps w/o any landing. HAHA. pancit dok kalau naik tangga. HAHA.
okok. back to werk. :)
diam lah ewin!
.Saturday, August 23, 2008 ' 2:40 AM Y
i wanna share sumthing. my bf is very random. haha. he called me and asked me to make video call with him. haha. so i did. haha. very funny lah. i think he is very jakun dgn hp 3G nie. ahha.
i could see you. HAHA. ok lah back to werk.
loves you many2 aite.
.Wednesday, August 20, 2008 ' 12:06 AM Y
FIRST,
HAPPY 5 YEARS 11 MTHS ANNIVERSARY, LOVE.
..............................................
somehow in my mind nowadays, i feel so malas to think about any other thing. i just wanna concentrate in my studies and forget abt everything. somehow, i feel so hard to actually do that. i couldnt think peacefully. i cant even help to settle thing here. i am soo busy. at the same time, i have this guilty feeling for not helping. i will help. maybe after assessment. for now, pls give me tyme to breathe and also understand me if i cant even talk, sms, call, help you. yes any one of you out there. i am sorry. let the tyme tell me when its ready.
i hate to see u in this kind of situation. but i have to choice.
.Monday, August 18, 2008 ' 7:29 PM Y
TODAY, MONDAY.
to sch. i had id today. i was like shaking lah when i saw benny this morning. i dunnoe why. but i think the rest must have been feeling that way too. haha. dah macam org kurang dadah. haha.
okok after sch jumpe alwi. he wants to return hardisk to nora. then we head to bugis muji buy notebook and then to cold storage buy sushi. ouh sedap2. nak lagik. aku ashik makan sehh. haha. no wonder growing fat. insyaAllah kalau ade free tyme akan ku exercise. haha. (ok part ni mesti bf aku ketawa kan aku. cus dah manyak kali wa ckp gitu dgn dia, tapi aku masih stuck kat kerusi tak jalan2). hahaha...
Sunday.
i had my beautiful date with the dearest love. he reach my house damn late and i tot something happened to him. but wen he reached infront of my door step, haha. he is wet. kecian horr... so i ask him to change and then i gosok baju for him. i dunnoe what i should let him wear so i gave him wear a kain. haha. he makes me laugh lah... he is soooo cute.
we then head to p.s to watch movie. the love guru. u should go and watch it. very funny. sungguh india siak... haha... overall 3.5 out of 5 i would give. :))
ok. time for homewerk. loves all.
.Saturday, August 16, 2008 ' 8:42 PM Y
dateless plus very busy today.
.Friday, August 15, 2008 ' 11:03 PM Y
i am getting very busy. busy with sch work. i hope i could manage tyme for the little bf.
i loves you.
.Thursday, August 14, 2008 ' 9:33 PM Y
i am facing too much pain. too much thing on my mind now. i hope i am strong to face all this. why does all this have to happen to me. why? what is actually on his mind rite now. i am like seriously feel like going to him and give him a great punch. i hope so. i really hope.
this have happen twice. yes twice! how could u do this! ure just a plain person without any feelings! u deserve to be hit by me. hope i wish i could just run away from all this. but i am stuck. stuck in between. in between which i doesnt noe which one to believe. oh god, pls show me his true colours in front of my eyes! please. i am begging you.
this wound will not stop bleeding unless it is solve. please. i need you god.
currently i am so grateful to have my bf with me. i am.
:'(
take me away with u.
.Tuesday, August 12, 2008 ' 10:50 PM Y
i had cerit berit yest and im on MC yest. i went to the toilet for 6 tymes.. and today i had a headache. sakit sekali. pedih. i took a nap just now after eating a panadol. alhamdulilah dah kurang. now i shall start my id studio which is still hanging. harap2 approve lah bsk.
i think this pic is cool. credits to nora. mcm framing pun ada.
okok. BYE!
.Monday, August 11, 2008 ' 8:30 PM Y
FRIDAY
i went to yishun after school to take the car. i ask alwi to accompany me. so he agreed. we took bus 804 to the location. the block that the person said is 466, yishun ave 6. so went we drop down the bus we have to walk. suddenly after walking freaking far, we realised that there's no blk 466. so i asked the passerby. one of the passerby show the other side. so we salk out again. bile dah jalan kuar tu sambil2 aku kal sue nak tanye ian. ian pulak ckp blk die bunga2. so we gave up. we flag a cab and asked the driver to go to blk 466.
sunddenly the apek was like huh? where got such big number here. HAHA. i was like paniking man. the first thought in my mind was org ni nak main2 kn aku ker? seriously. i was seriously panik. ok tkpe. i called the man. and i said that theres no such blk. he ask me to gave him a minute. i and alwi was like laughing like hell. HAHA. we then went out from the cab, nasib driver die baik. haha.
he called me back and said that the blk is 433. HAHA. its just opppsite. HAHA. haiz... aku punye lah penat.... ok takpe. after that we fetch wani then i send alwi home. then straight to tampines to fetch the dear bf.
then we went home. penat. at night send him back to his camp.
SATURDAY
went to cik dadah's house. die buat keje khawin. but before that we went to singgah selalu to makan. the jemput2 there is sungguh sedap la! total cars yg pergi is 6 cars. tapi ada yg dah bwak laju2 sampai kena tingal. AHAHA.
ok now look at the pelamin. sungguh grand lah for a kampung area! my god! sungguh lawa lahh... dah mcm prince and princess.
reached home at ard 8pm. but i have to pick up the bf. NDP lah kata kan... so yes. i picked him up. touching kan u. HAHA. ashik u jer yg ambek i. HAHA. i balas balik baik budi u tu...
SUNDAYhave to send the makciks to jemputan. i didnt drive. cus i was too tired. so i asked kak juli to drive. haha. ade co driver. :)
okok. mesti pompan nie tgh kanchong kan. HAHA.
ahh yg si dia ni suke2 ambek gmbr.
yay. suke lah sebab tk yah drive. HAHA
YAY! lagik.
khaha. mesti kak juli jeles kan.
.Saturday, August 09, 2008 ' 9:09 PM Y
i just reached home. but i am going out again to take the bf. i am soooo tired. but i think the bf is much more tired then me.
can i say that i sacrifice for him.
SWEET OR WHAT. HAHA.
okok. will update soon.
.Thursday, August 07, 2008 ' 8:59 PM Y
class was draggy today. the teacher is soooo long winded. i almose fall aslp. thanks to nora for all the cherrful acts in class. without her the class gonna be like damn quite. :))
so this is the exhibition which took one fine day to finish. amin all done. for i gonna edit alot of things to it before assessment. sexy kan my exhibition. haha.
soory kies guys if my previous post sound abit sad or whatever it is. i didnt get to say much thing in here. and i gues only the bf and some of my close frend noes what im facing rite now. i promise this thing gonna end soon. pretty soon.
u impress me.
. ' 12:59 AM Y
SCHOOL-was ok. there are friends to keep me accompany and forget all those problem that im facing. alhamdulilah. photo taking in class. ID lesson was cancel today. yay!
JOHOR BAHRU TRIP-
was shagged on sunday. bf drive at jb. dah macam org pass brape tahun yg lalu. sungguh baik. boleh jadi drifter lah. maceh ehh kerna drive.. i harap2 u pass ur BTT cpt2. insyaAllah. Amin.
boleh percaya? i drive manual on that day! HAHA. yes MANUAL DOK! like dah almost 2 years, now then i drive manual. UNBELIEVEABLE. syukur selamat.
PULAU UBIN TRIP WITH THE AI ASSOCIATES-
wild boar.
nora and carlo
sheila, rege and carlo
maria, nora, me and wint.
Huijing, ivan and sheila
maria, wint and nora
carlo, me and rege.
THE LOVE OF MY LIFE-
i really wanna thank this guy for standing strong beside me. to comfort me when im down to believe in me in any thing that i do. to open his 1 pair of ears just to listen to my happiness and sorrows.
i hope this could end soon so that u can see the true me again. im sorry if at times im down. the problem is too big for me to handle alone. i hope u will never stop giving hope and faith in me, abg.
YAY! lagik.
khaha. mesti kak juli jeles kan.
boleh percaya? i drive manual on that day! HAHA. yes MANUAL DOK! like dah almost 2 years, now then i drive manual. UNBELIEVEABLE. syukur selamat.
wild boar.
nora and carlo
sheila, rege and carlo
maria, nora, me and wint.
Huijing, ivan and sheila
maria, wint and nora
carlo, me and rege.
