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.Wednesday, January 31, 2007 ' 5:59 PM Y
are pple ard me blind? why cant they identified which one is bad n gd??? duh.. if that were to happen to me, i will just wear my shoe n walk away. its just not worth it. bla bla bla... u dun haf to noe wats happening. im talking to myself. :)

ouh ya. finally, a friend of mine is attached!! yay! happi. hope she's the one that u were searching for... im so glad. realli glad. :)

todays lesson was fun. do our own things. went to the library with arlien to finish up my poster then head to the canteen for breakfast. met rischka. she's attached too.. :) love bird all ard the school. :)

after sch tot of doing my design process, but then forget to bring blank paper. so head home straight. then went to aunt place to meet the cute girl. fiqa. :)

tomolo no school. so, hmwk time. time to stress up at home. :) fuhh... nid to do my colour presentation n also my design process. thats all. :) nothing much happen today.

so im out. i love u peeps although im sensitive. :) seriously.


MUACCKKKSS to my loves ones...
*im still waiting here for u. yes u.. hurry up...!!

yours truly, hidayah.




.Tuesday, January 30, 2007 ' 8:39 PM Y
today was a long day for me. sch was as usual.
colour presentation was on our own. In-design lesson was lame. didnt undastand anything at all. seriously. feel like an idiot today.
after lesson had to print some stuff for tomolo lesson and it cost me $4.80. wa lau wehhh!!! fuhhh... im broke. :( but its ok. im not going out this weekend.. dear is still happily at tekong. well... anybody wants to date me out????!!!!!! im waiting. hee... no lah.. kidding. got lots of hmwk... will be staying at home this weekend and for sure will b doing hmwk. :)
miss him so badly... its day two... another 8 more days to meet him. omg!! lama tuuuu...!!! can the clock pls move faster abit?!! im so eager to meet him. :P

tomolo's hmwk is all done! and thats mean, i can sleep early today! yay!!! tomolo i end class at 2.30pm. so thats mean, after sch, head home straight! and thats mean..... SLEEP!! like pig!!! oink oink!!
ok. im tired of typing silly things. haha.. nite!! im sleepy ready and now is only 8.50pm.

nite.. lovelove..

my strong man


*cik abg oi, bila nk alik?? kat hutan tu takde pape lah.. ge balik lah jgn waste tyme. ;)

yours truly, hidayah.




.Monday, January 29, 2007 ' 8:50 PM Y
short post due to tons of assignment.
history was lame. tech drg was cancelled.

after sch head to sarah's home. meet them at bukit batok int. i saw him. i was abt to cry. i dunnoe why. i was so shock to see him. my heart was beating damn fast i tell you. saw them and i burst into tears. i feels so stupid for crying. i just couldnt take it anymore. :) but i feeling better now. :)

did my posters just now and then head to mama shop nearby my place and eat. with su n alwi. then head home. i miss my bf so badly.

yours truly, hidayah.




.Sunday, January 28, 2007 ' 10:06 PM Y
it was fun! fuh... i enjoy to the max... i mean my date was fun.. *smile*

woke up at 10.30am. help mum with the house work. have been a gd daughter yest. hee... then ard 1pm, my dear called n said that he wanted to sleep again. he's tired. i was upset at first cus i thought that i could meet him early.

but wait..... he gave me suprise...!!! hee.... i havent bath... so i also thought of having a nap awhile... and at 3pm, he called me and i asked him to sms me. he asked me why so i just gave him a called. and guess wat, at my room window, i saw him, his head peeping at me..! i was so shocked!! he with his helmet on... smiling so wide. :) so cute. (finally my strg man is here)

then i quickly haf a bath and get ready for my date. woooo... excited.... we went to beach rd, buy his army things... he's going for a field camp. stating from tomolo till saturday i guess.. not sure... gonna miss that guy.

then head to ang mo kio. we ate at coffeeshop sumwer ard a.m.k. then we sat under the void deck. cus we got no wer to go... sit under the blok like org gila. kip on laughing like hell.. he with his silly jokes. then head home. 10.00pm ive reached home. for the first tyme that early! usually will the earliest will be at 1 am.

reached home, we surf net. mum n dad were busy watching soccer. shouting like hell. me and him busy watching this cute baby laughing at youtube. so adoreable! then i was supposed to slep over at sues. reached her home at almost 3am. shit. wont do that again. sorry ehk sue.... busy dating uh! hahaha... thks to u strg man for sending me over to sues place. i love you more each day. :)

just now, went to cemetry. with alwi sarah n sue. then we meet up with nora. we get to see how pple bury dead pple. i feel like crying. emotional.. haha... then we went to eat at jalan kayu. fuh... jauh. penat. dah ngantok. bwk kete wobble uh! haha. ouh ya went to jimi and arwah ros house to pass sumthing.

otw sending sarah home, i race with this mamat macdonald. haha... kekek uh... but the mamat is so selege! ahhaa. ok lah tons of work that nid to be done. daa... will update soon.

( picture will be upload over at sarah's blog.) thks ehk sarah... love love.

dear, i miss you!!!

yours truly, hidayah.




.Friday, January 26, 2007 ' 11:27 PM Y
helo. today school was sucks! its such a waste of tyme. didnt do anything. waste my two hours in sch. just to wait for the teacher to come back from mosque.. but he didnt came back. janji melayu.. watever la teacher...

yest and today was NAFA open house. it looks plain today. nothing to gossip abt. :) well.. gossip ari2 pun tk guna. mengdatang kan dosa je!! hahah. went to eat my chicken rice with maj sd n arlien at banquet. its was delicious..

after that went straight home. took cab with joycelyn. so sweet of her to send me home. i mean she alight me at bg mrt since she is meeting her fren there. thanks uh gurl...

tomorrow, meet my darl..! yay!! happy!! so happy!!! sunday will be going out with the click five! will be heading to kubur with them. :) then haf lunch with them. happy. :)


*im still missing my strong man... :)

yours truly, hidayah.




.Thursday, January 25, 2007 ' 11:48 AM Y
23 january 2007

went to school for typography n 3d design drawing. its was boring. :(

after school was fun! head to SP with maj. went there to eat and at the same time, went there to meet sarah su alwi. then off to sarah's place. maj didnt tag. meet her fren at orchard. before went to sarah's place we head to ntuc nearby her place. bought some drink n food. the straight to her place. we wanted to suprise her. so we ask nora to buy the cake for her.
while preparing for the cake, i ask nora n alwi to entertain sarah while me n su prepared everything. we used magic candle for the cake. the fire just couldnt be blown off. haha. we had a hard tyme blowing it. at the same time laughing out loud. HAAHHAHAAAHHA



we ate cake n rojak. at the same time watch mean girls. in the middle of the show, everyboday body was so restless. and we plan to take photos.












nice rite???!!! hahaha. we left her place ard 8.30pm. we were so tired. i enjoy it sooo much...!!!!
i love you guys. and i love omar too.. :)








yours truly, hidayah.




.Wednesday, January 24, 2007 ' 1:21 AM Y
since nora has already post a picture of us in the past, why not i post it more picture. so that u readers can laugh out loud!

at su's house

makan free rite??

luk at how sweet nora is. hahah!





i wont forget the guys...

my sweetest brother. alwi.

who is the cutest?
who is the gay?



the changes. :)


my sweet suriani.

the coast guard. hasbullah

the pretty lady. sarahlee.

the queen of laughter/joker. noraniza.


the guitarist. sham.

from mat rip to mat repit. khai.

i noe alwi. ure searching for urs. haha.


*ouh ya. besok gonna haf party. over at sarahlee's place. yay!
























yours truly, hidayah.




. ' 12:48 AM Y
i had a bad day today. im tired plus sleepy. i dun haf mood to do sch werk today. in class simply sit down and touch up on the previous werk.

colour presentation leeson was so lepak.. we just haf to kip on colouring things that lectures gave. haiz. im so tired of looking at colour n choosing colours. my brain is not functioning. haha.

next was the marcomedia lesson. that was also lepak. sit n msn. blog hopping. thats all. after lesson went home straight and then off to bed! sleep. woke up by mum at 8pm. had dinner together with family. at the same time, watching soccer. (singapore Vs malaysia)

the match was so pathetic. i was so disappointed with the singapore team. its ok. they did score anyway. the match was draw. my family member was like shouting when the ball is near to the goal post. haha. dad was supporting malaysia. wani n me of cus, singapore. mum was busy cursing everyone. haha.

after the match off to the bed to do hmwk. haiz. hmwk is pilling. alot!! im so stress. plus we're going to haf assesment. :( must overtime at nite again?? while doing hmwk, busy msn also. theres this guy add me at msn.

after all the introduction, he said to me that im cute (i noe wers my limit!). he asked whether imattached. so i said YES! i was like feeling sumthing fishy going on. and then...... he says... i kinda you.... gotta offer u this. so i ask him wat offer. and he says... i nak on dgn u for one nite or one round i pay $600/-. (WTF) so i said to him that im not that cheap. u got the wrong person. and he plead me for once. i said to him gentlely, ' i dun wish to stat a fight here. but i simply cant tolerate this. so he went disappeared.' i think he's busy searching for a hole to fark! he's so sick! nothing better to do. im sorry readers if my werds were too harsh. but i cant tolerate uh. sorrie ehk... :)


*dun add this email add. boy_zick@hotmail.com - he's the one. still searching for a hole. better watch out gurls. :)


*dear, i miss you load. muaks. :*





yours truly, hidayah.




.Monday, January 22, 2007 ' 10:52 PM Y
i feel like smashing this comp! noe why?! cus i cant publish pictures. but when i ask nora to test it for me. hell yes! it can publish. wtf! im cursing blogger rite now! HAHAH! the previous post was from nora. the picture sucks! especially me! im not ready, but my fren took it. haha. chaos! alah.. those were the ite moments... haha. idiotic face!

yest i cldnt sleep. kip on turning and tossing in bed. i gave up! gif su a kol. talk rubbish again. luckily shes not asleep yet. haha. wat a relieves. ade gak teman! :) thks ehk. i can only sleep at 3.30am. and yes, im waking up at 6.00am. that is not called sleep. that is kinda called NAP. its only 2 hr 30 min. tido ape tu! baik jgn tido! ahah.. (majuk lah konon) i guess it must be my mum's coffee that i drank yest nite! haha.

went out from home at 7.15 am. walk to bg mrt. was thinking whether i shld take the bounce train. i was not feeling well at that point of tyme. so i made a decision to take the longer route to sch. happily sitting down in the train at the same tyme clossing my eyes and hoping that i could sleep. but simply i cant. i guess due to the coffee that mum made for me for breakfast. coffee is like a drug to me! like only lahh.. but not real... haha. im high!

reach sch late. it was a first day in school for the year of 2007! record tu! (mepek aku da stat) haha. history lesson was so bored! the teacher will go like " and then... and then.... and then...." i just couldnt stand her the way she teach. sumtimes shes trying to make a joke. but nobody was laughing. how lame was that. lame rite! aiyoo..

after history, went for lunch at raffles hospital banquet with maj arlyn jon n rafi. after lunch, walk ard parco bugis then head to the ARCADE! we did race! i mean, a game lah! the mariokart was the funniest! but at the same tyme i enjoyed mysf. maj's driving was 'superb'. haha. shes so kecoh! kept on screaming as if its happening for real. :P haha! i couldnt stand her screaming! its damn funny.

then head back to school. meet sd. went to the library, then sit n talk. laugh out loud like hell. librarian was abt to scold us, but we kept quiet. once he dissappeared, there we go again. went for the second lesson that is the technical drg! arghhh! i feel like draggin my two leg home. :(

first day of school sucks. stated on drg ready. im in a holiday mood. and i feel like malas to go to school tomolo. can i just sleep soundly at home??? plssss..... lol....

after school, went to je lib to meet minahtj sarahlee alwi n sue. they were discussing abt their project while i sit one corner finish up my werk. that is my tech drg. its all done now! and yay! can sleep early today!! yahoo!!!

then we had dinner together. but minahtj didnt tag us. she got sumthing on i guess. we had ljs for our dinner. yum. then off to posb to do sumthing. then on the way back home, we passby this cpf building and that building is like haf spotlight that will show our show on this so called big wall. we haf been laughing like mad at the same time, we took photos. alot of photos.. we cant stop laughing. we nearly pee. i keep on kepet my two legs together hoping that it wouldnt come out. ahah. its too funny. after those photo shot, we went back home.

im sorry. i cant publish photos. but you guys can take a look at those photos at sarahlee's blog. she might be uploading it sooner.

bye. im sleepy.

*nite nite dear. be strong to face every single thing that comes. i'll support u frm the back. kip going darling! ;)

yours truly, hidayah.




. ' 10:40 PM Y
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plz dun not delete tiz post...tiz is a very vintage photo..u can nvr get tiz pic elsewhere...=)


yours truly, hidayah.




.Sunday, January 21, 2007 ' 4:51 PM Y
thks to the blogger for creating such a trouble for me. ive try to post on friday. but cant. shit! ouh ya. plus. I CANT PUBLISH PICTURE!! HELL!

ok. lets talk abt friday.

i feels so eager to meet up with the NAFA peeps! yippeee... damn. the nite before it i haf trouble sleeping. i just cant sleep. maybe im too excited! haha! firstly, meet up with gus n nora at yishun. ok. the tiring part is that nora n me had a hard tyme finding a charcoal over at yishun! shit. charcoal is no wer to be found! we walk till the end of the shop. but still, nower to be found. sad plus tired.

then meet gus in front of the macdonald. took the cab straight to the ecp. happening! shiok uh! then along came dyn n rischka. follow with the rest... thks to gus for the free bicycle treats! heh. aku appreciate! thks ehk. the craziest moment is the moment wer nora n me cycle. we rented the 2 seat bicycle. nora's cycling was the scariest. its the worst! nearly bang with so many thing. haiz. nora... nora!

stated the bbq ard 6.30pm. fun!!! theu gys were busy with the fire while the gurl wer busy chatting plus eating like a hungry pig! ahah. receive called from sd. she was sesat! OMG! haha. sampai kat terminal mane tah! haha. we ( shira yan nora maj rischka n me) cycle to the nearest bustop to fetch sd. there she came smiling all the way! macam advertisment darlie! haha.

me n nora left the place ard 10.30pm. took bus from marine parade then continue with 966 to bt panjang. then alight again. and continue taxi home. :) such a wonderful day today! so far, the tai-ti came was the funniest! (ade org tu bila pair die letak satu je! hahah so kelaka!)

saturday

waited for my dearest to call me. infact waiting for him to wake me up. i noe im a lazy bum bum... but hey, its holiday! bila lagi nk bgn gini lambat! kan.... wake up then follow mum to WM. then off to bukit gmbk. then straight home.

meet up with the dear. then off the GEC. to buy ciggar... then head to his home. meet the parents session again. :) wait for him to siap2 then head to town. meet my aunt. then off to laupasat. meet su alfian sarah n amy. we had our conversation. talk talk talk... then head to marina south. main bowling! su n alfian went home. didnt tag.

ok. i was in the 3th position in the bowling game! yeah!! happy idiot! then off to the game session. the daytona was fun! but this tyme, i get first! hahaha! biasa lah! drifter! aahahaha! berangan! after the whole thingy, we head home. we're tired. reach home ard 2.30am.

*dear, i nk pesan. lain kali jgn bagi rokok kat alfian nanti die marah! hahaha. she like hinting me sumthing! haahah. kidding. hahaha. yeah! dear! smoking KILLS!!! SPEEDING KILLS TOO!! :)

sunday

called su. haha. we both are bored! the werd that always come out from out mouth is that we bored! haha. talk nothing. then put down the phone. macam org gila sey! then called back again n said the same thing. bored! hahaah! then put down again. haha. gila lah! ok lah.

annoucement!!

besok dah stat sekolah!!!!! arghhh!!! assignment sume lum abis! died! shoot me pls. :)
to maj, lets haf breakfast after history at banquet! nasi ayam!!! yummy!

bye. im off. mum's shouting my name. ask me to help her in the kitchen! haha. bye!

yours truly, hidayah.




.Thursday, January 18, 2007 ' 9:55 PM Y
helo. im back. well. i went to amk today. went to see iwan's house. its nice. but the environment at nite must be eerie.. because the place is like ulu2... hahah!.. scary... and at the same tyme, me n nora haf to walk far! we alighted at the wrg bustop. ok its my fault nora. i noe it. sorry.

we went to macdonald with fiqa. i bring her along. i miss her so much.. awww... shes cute! i feel like want to cubit her!

then we went off sembawang. to meet my auntie. pass her cam then went off to meet gus. to go shopping!! buy things for our bbq tomolo! yay! happi nye!! tk sbr! haha. i wont be blogging tomolo. im sure i will be back home late plus tired.

saturday i will be out. dating. wuhhuuuu!!! cant wait. ok now, i wanna msn. see u at msn. haha! rubbish! ouh ya... otw back home, my frn called me and we settle thing. remember the previous post?? the one abt i very the malas thingy?? finally, its settle between her n her bf plus her ex. make u lead a happy life. :)


now i can breathe easily... ;)

yours truly, hidayah.




. ' 1:07 AM Y
its a HAPPENING DAY FOR ME! YEAH! haha... its so called laughing day. hahah! well. the gurls came to my house to chill.. sarahlee, nora, sarah amy, farehan + super cute boy, alwi. (bangga uh tu) hmmph... sue was not ard cus she's happily dating. :)

ok. we had a gurls talk. but this tyme the talk is dirty. seriously, dirty. but at the same time, with nora ard, its gonna be funny. so its like, dirty plus funny. the funniest joke of the day is nora's jokes (abt the bulu thingy). haha! till now im still laughing alone in my room. plus lil wani sound a sleep peacefully.

ok. we talked abt accident... its scary... this tyme we talk abt koyakkkk... yay nora... koyakkk! haha.. pekat skit! hahaha... nora was the funniest uh. she show us her sexy move! gosh. alwi had to bear with it. haha! kesian kau alwi.. tahan ok... jgn nk steam2 kat sini! hahaha. joking lah.. aku tahu kau takde nafsu! hahaha... as u said! hahaha..

it was a great day for me. wer we share our stories among our self. :) cool uh...

well i guess i will be losing one as well. :( life have to go on.

yours truly, hidayah.




.Tuesday, January 16, 2007 ' 2:45 PM Y
im here blogging and at the same tyme msning with my peeps.. tasha, alwi, sarah n nora.. wow! for the first tyme alwi msn. suke lah tu! hhaha... its so kecoh rite now.. best uh msn ramai2...

i very the malas to blog actualli... haiz... sumtimes im confused with the situation ard me. with the pple ard me. theyre like.... its ok... its hard to said it here.. i think i shall meet up that person n tell her.. haiz.. i just dun want her to be a doll that is kick n throw ard.

now i very the malas to advice pple. kalau kite advice tak dgr buat pe. waste of tyme kan tu~! am i rite?? ok wth... stop here. (kalau krg nk tahu sape, kol aku, jgn nk tag yg bukan2...) terima kasih.

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actualli there nothing for u guys to noe! haha.. im bored uh! sch assignment is killing me deep inside! haha. my report is not done, i still haf postcard that nid to be done + the skecthes for the poster!! wtf! okok.. ive to drag my hands now to stat on that. bye!


*i dun noe why blogger cant post picture! hate it uh!

yours truly, hidayah.




.Monday, January 15, 2007 ' 1:01 PM Y
things ended at 2.52am. the friendship that we make now its come to the end. yes. E.N.D.! im speechless. i cant think properly. lots of things is in my mind. for now, ive to carry on my life as it is. im going with the flow of my life. i believe theres always a reason why this happen. i simply just dun wanna noe why it happen. let the reason have it own answer.
i believe in it.
gd bye my friend.
:)
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ok. im stating on my new life. i wanna be happy as i am in the past. i wanna forget every single that happen to me. can i? yes i can. i believe in that. :)
hmm... im meeting su later. will be going to her place. to do hmwk. hmm.. nk menjahit sumthing. ok. i sucks at doing postcards. i hate it. suck! no choice haf to do that. cus its my holiday assignments. im getting malas. so malas. this week is the last week for me to finish up on my hmwk. tons of hmwk that nid to be done. no tyme to waste.
ouh ya. wana noe sumthing? ive change on my luk. simply becos,my hair now is curly. like in the past. its only that my curl now luk a bit bigger.. hehe. happy.. hmm.. now, im becoming fatter! believe this. dun get shock if u see down the road. cus, im fat. haha!
okies. ive to get going. ive to pack my stuff. tata.

yours truly, hidayah.




.Sunday, January 14, 2007 ' 1:52 PM Y
to the jerk, ive already stop cursing u. and now, u came back again to said all those things again. haiz. wat else do u want? huh? why not u call me and settle things. wouldnt it be better that way. rather then tagging at my blog all those nasty thing.. im out of werd for u.

to the pple out there, if u wanna think all those bad things abt me, go ahead. this situation is realli getting on my nerves! its realli too much!! kalau kau tk puas hati dgn aku, kol aku. im willingly to settle thing once n for all!! get it?! skg ni aku tgh marah! realli marah! im not joking!

no point nk marah kalau org buat tk kesah je kan. trust me, this tyme its gonna be worst! (malas uh nk emo2.. might as well aku type ape yg aku buat semalam. lagi best!)

saturday

went out to tamp. meet him. he's late again.as usual. haha. motor tk leh stat! haha. so kecohable! after that we walk ard tampines. then went to bugis. he wanted to buy a watch so much. so tag him there. then we went to town. watch movie! night at a museum! cool. fun. happening!

after all that we went home. i ahd a great tyme with him! so fun to be with him again. i would like to thank god for giving me a chance to meet him again. :) ouh ya. went to mustafa centre. find sumthing. but the thing is not there. aiyaa.. went back home straight. reach home at 2.30am. haiz.. he's too tired so he slept over at my place!

we sempat surf net. and ya. went to my blog. and that the time when the arena begins.. fark to the farkers! get lost. i dun wanna curse u. go away! im happy with my life now. so dun appear in my life again! bye farkers! i hate you once again! ure making me hate you! lalalalala....~

*thks so much dear. i love u too... many2.... :) till we meet again! tata...
*frends, thks for tagging. u make me feel like sumbody again. :)

yours truly, hidayah.




.Saturday, January 13, 2007 ' 1:06 AM Y
hello. its 1 am in the morning! ive just reached home. with my parents lahh.. we went for supper at Alif coffeeshop. its so cold out there. no choice haf to drag my two legs there. i feel so malas to go out. but, ive to teman my parents there. (im a gd daughter ok) haha.

in the afternoon, went to SP for taufiq batisah concert! awww... he's HOT! omg~! i cant take it! shit! im melting now although he's not ard! haha. CRAZY! but honestly, he's so HOT! i cant take my eyes off him! (opps.. im attached! i love omar more) haha

before the concert begin, we took some photos to brighten our day. its cool to meet my old pal. that is Minahtj and Tasha. :) noe them since ITE, but nvr talk before. thats terrible rite. i noe. everything seem to be so fun today. i love it.

after the whole ceremony, went to eat at SP KFC! its superb cheap! super duper cheap! haha. i loike! after that we to sarah's house to lepak! spent our precious time together again like we use to do during our tyme in ITE! i miss doing that! its FUN! we laughed like hell! its like we're in our own world w/o neighbours ard! haha. we laughed like crazy! scream and all shit stuff.. HAPPENING BEB!

leave sarah house ard 10 plus. then straight back to my couchy home. the first thing that i do once i reached home is to show my parents taufiq photos! haha. im so excited like an idiot! awww.... how i wish i could shake hand with taufiq! (eeee sound so fanatic) haha

ok lah... nid some rest.. will be spending my precious tyme with my dearest OMAR! so.. dun bother to read my blog tomolo. i wont post anything. sunday then i'll post! haha. bye! so sorry peeps. i cant publish any photo! blogger are facing some prob to publish taufiq's photo!! HAHA!!

*its clearly stated that ure the one that doesnt being true to me! Fark! (im not refering to my dearest. i love him.) muack! :)

yours truly, hidayah.




.Thursday, January 11, 2007 ' 10:23 PM Y
woke up at 11.00am. then the first thing i do is to check my mobile. then i saw sue's msg. she sound so sad. so give her a kol. fark! every single things that she said is so unbelieveable!!! damn it u! how dare u did that. but firstly, we haf to checked on it first before making any decision..

su come to my house. she cried. i feel so touch to see her. haiz. shit happen anyway.. relax kies.. she msn with her fren then we went to burger king to eat. ok. i manage to make her smile abit. aku rasa bukan abit. banyak tu! heh. (sorry once again abt the voucher! hahas. $5 jer laa.. bukan $10!) HAHAH!!

then off back to home. before that went to my aunt house. to meet my dearie fiqa! gorgeous! she's so cute! like me! haha. spent so many hours giggling with nana and iwan. then suddenly, omar call. he wanna meet me! gosh! so excited!!! quickly back home. then siap2 then we went out to jrg point to eat! arghhh.. best nye!! although he haf to be back in camp by 1030pm.

haiz. i still miss him! yeah! i do. i enjoy every second when im with you. without fail u make me smile. :) thats great! kip it up! hahas. till we meet again this saturday! love love!

btw! tomorrow im meeting taufiq batisah!! arghh! best nye!!! tak sabar!

yours truly, hidayah.




.Wednesday, January 10, 2007 ' 9:22 PM Y
i was happy today. again. i went to wlds to meet nora. did my research. but its not enough info.. ive to dig more!! i nid 600 werds for the report. shit! how??? im out of ideas~!!

after the research thingy, went to burger king with nora and alwi. then head to west mall. meet sarah n shamin. :) while waiting for them, spent our tyme at macdonald talk nonsense. :)

i was so shocked to heard wat happen. im so angry with that person. i was abt to cry. but i didnt. only alwi noes why. rite alwi..?? n nora dun pretend that u dun noe anything!!

haiz. i pity 'her' so much. if that were to happen at me. i will feel the same way wat 'she' feel. arghh!! sumtimes guys are too ego... we haf to be patience with them. let c how far the guy gona chase u again. let it be okies my dear fren. we're still here to make things happen! trust me. we still love you although he didnt love you in amy way. friendship is better than relationship.

to my friend, dun cry because its over, smile because it happens.

*sweet memories is always there. sumwer out there.. :) cant wait to meet you this weekend! to JB eh?? ge kedai motor lah tu... hmmphh...

yours truly, hidayah.




.Tuesday, January 09, 2007 ' 4:30 PM Y
ive been a gd girl yest. i cooked. yay! thats an achivement. nak tahu tak aku masak ape? hahaha.. masak beef oyster and fish soup. heh. taste great! tapi punya lah pedas!!! i mean the beef oyster lah. tak kan lah soup kan!! hahahah!!!!!

today i woke up as usual. 11.30am. dah nak tgh ari aru bgn! ape nk jadik! haha. then head to wlds with nora. had lunch with her at banquet kat wlds. its bigg!!! then we head to library at wlds. we did our research. but the books that i wanted its not for loan. too bad. had to go to the library again tomolo afternoon. tiring.

so basically tomolo im going to spend my time in the library. doing research... i was shocked today! something happen. im happy for wat happen. but at the same time, sadness came.. arghh. how am i supposed to get out from this shit?? help help..!!

am i under depression? not sure. still nid to be consider. watever. i got a life to live. stop it!!

ok.. suddenly i recall things in the past... hahaha... how i wish i was still in the ite... so happening... i miss my ed0401r classmates... they rawk my socks!!!



i miss those life! i miss those tyme sitting in the canteen and gossips with them. when will our next gathering be?? so sorry.. i wanted to upload more pics. but cannot put ready. ;)


yours truly, hidayah.




.Monday, January 08, 2007 ' 2:10 PM Y
im so suprised tat thing would be like this. didnt expect that _________ change. its ok. i guess _______ got a reason for doing it. :( this tyme is real. ive lost a friend again. how nice if thing were to be as normal again. (forget it! tat will not happen)

today spent my time at home. dun haf plan. so i tot of cooking and clean my house. i think i shld stat now. bye friends. easy come easy go...... how sad.

yours truly, hidayah.




.Sunday, January 07, 2007 ' 8:57 PM Y

saturday

hello peeps. i enjoyed yest! yippe!! i met him. i woke up late. he haf to wait i till i get dress. heh. i miss him so much!

then headed to his home. met his mum. then went to plaza singapura to meet nora n alwi. we went to spot light. then head to takashimaya. alwi tumpang omar naik mtr! hehe. cool. nora and me walked all the way to taka. we laughed and laughed. like we used to do. heh.

then we head to taka art friend. they bought their stuff. then head to paragon to meet my cousin (iwan nana & fiqa). then went to united colour of benetton. bought a shirt for nana. (its her bdae present). then head to topshop, bought for fiqa a shirt there.

then again. head to bugis to meet sue and alfian. while waiting, dearie and me sat down and talk. while laughing, he stop awhile and asked me sumthing. "if i tell u sumthing, will u be mad at me?" so i said. "wat issit?" then he looked into my eyes and said that he sold his 125Z. i burst into tears! i was so sad! i missed that bike so much. (heh. he wipe off my tears. sweet) its been a long tyme since i ride that bike. haiz. i wish i could snap a photo of that bike before he sell it. :( its ok.

suddenly, we saw sue and alfian on the road! we wave to each other. hahas! funny sia! then we (su alfian omar n me) head to changi. to bike shop. then off to pasir ris to change his bike! then we head to haf a drink at changi village. then.... the scariest moment come! we went to OCH! its so damn dark! scary uh. reached till the top. but then i felt uneasy. so we went down again. then omar suggest that we go to the old school nearby. i dun wish to go! its so scary!!!

then we haf a sit at changi nearby. i dunnoe wer. hahaas. then sit a while then su haf to go. haf to be at her aunt home at 10 pm. then me and omar went to MR PRATA at tampines. i had a cheese prata and egg prata! sedap bebeh! should drive u guys there one day! ;) then meet amri, ge buat mtr. rahmat and belangkas came. then, ramai2 ge antar aku alik. but amry tak ikut. hahas. semua tgh boring. reached home at 3.30 am. so tired plus sleepy. :) but at the same tyme, i enjoy so much!

the dolls. hahah!!

the man.. yeah!

we're the happy idiot again. i love him so much! only him! muacks!

i bet they love each other too. :) sweet! kip going bebeh!


sunday

we to meet mum at WM. had breakfast at KFC! had a heavy breakfast! my stomach was abt to burst! ehehe. then we bought alot of stuff! ouh, btw, my number has been terminated! i terminate it just now. happy. and now, i get mysf a new number! :) but not a new phone! how i wish i could get a new fon too. :) haha.

then ard 4pm out to sues place. drive to vivo to meet sarah. then went to IBP to take abg su nye benda. then head home. reach home after magrib.

meet dear just now. he came to take his photo. ouh ya. i pack for him crackers. :) so that he can eat while he is in camp. we had pizza together just now. i ordered pizza! delicious bebeh! omar fren tag along to my place. nice noeing him. :)

i guess thats all. too tired!

i blogged at 9.30pm, 7 january 2007. take note!


yours truly, hidayah.




.Friday, January 05, 2007 ' 2:37 PM Y
im feeling so damn sad. the situation wont change. how i wish i was dead rite now. alot of q is in my mind. i dun wanna fight with you anymore. i dun wish to talk anything abt u anymore. i wanna pretend tat i nvr fight with u before.

today i gonna stay at home. i want to be a gd girl today. hehe. happy. i gonna meet mum later. tag her to pay sumthing. ok. i guess i wanna eat now.

i wish i was a happy idiot once again. :(

i blogged at 2.46pm, 5 january 2007. take note pls.

yours truly, hidayah.




. ' 12:00 AM Y
now its getting worst! i had enuf shit! haiz. i can think properly. life is realli unfair to me. why do pple want to hate me for wat i decide? they asked me, so i replied. issit wrg? sumtimes i just hate to make new fren. i haf to stat all over again. sumtimes i wonder why pple just dun think like how i think. isnt it gd if all human being think the same way? :(

i just dun want pple to think that im not being faithful to my dearest ones. but sumtimes, feeling do change too. get wat i mean? if not, its okies. haiz. why do i haf to land in this situation? why must god choose me. instead of other person out there?

i hate pple to think the negative side of me. how can i make them think that im not like wat they think? i tried not to think abt this but i cant. alot of q that is in my mind. pple are all blaming me for wat i did. sumtimes i just wanna gif up. :( haiz. wat else shld i do now?

now i gona ****ing get lost from you. nvr in my mind i ever tot that ull change to worst. since the day our friendship begins, i nvr tot that ull be this harsh. u nvr scold me before like wat u did now. but uve change. sumtimes i just wonder why. issit me that change or u, ursf.

change topic now.

yest, didnt went out the whole day. help mum with the cooking. great. i feel so happy staying at home. its been awhile since i last cooked. haha.

just now, went out with su and alwi. im driving again. cool. we went to geylang east central to find my dear. he didnt kol me the whole day and i get so worried. so went there hoping to meet him. and yes there he is. but he's kinda moody today. i dunnoe why. i fought with him. i feel very bad. haiz. he just walked away like that.

su and alwi entertained me the whole day today. they make me smile again. i feel like crying deep in my heart. but i maintain it. we then went to changi airport. we walked ard and haf my meal there. its great. we met howard( i guess). the eye for a guy. i shouted his name. and he turn. arghh.. he looked great! :)

after that we head to tampines. im not feeling that gd actualli and i said to them that i wanna meet my dear awhile. i went under his blk. i called him and tell him that i wanna meet him. but he then refused to meet me. can u feel wat im feeling rite now? its getting too much. bt i stay calm. i hide all my feeling from them.

then we head to jalan dermawan. they wanted to find ghost. theyre crazy! i drove them there. alwi asked me alot of q. haiz. alwi, next tyme asked me that q after we get out from that place can? i felt sumthing fishy. and we smell sumthing scary too. haiz. ouh ya. we went to o.c.h too.

after that they want to go jalan bahar and i said no. its better that we go home now. i begged all our mother's are worried rite now. so i drove back to su's place. then straight home with alwi.

thats all. bye.

i blogged at 12.47am, 5 january 2007. take note pls. :)

yours truly, hidayah.




.Wednesday, January 03, 2007 ' 1:13 PM Y
i was upset with this person. wth! stop tagging anyhow w/o asking. F***! this is my blog so issit wrong for me to express my feeling? shit! wat are blog for?! kalau tak suke, u can just leave! simply click the small X at the right top corner! its so simple!

hey, u think u can be the only one that can pissed off? i can too. am i refering it to you in my previous post? hey dude, did i write any name there? did i?? READ IT PROPERLY!! dont tell me that u cant read!!!! and i dun like pple to judge me too! and thats bullshit too!!! and now is my turn to asked you, why do u haf to believe thing that u only assume?! answer me rite now! and i can begged u too that u can be sorry if only u noe the truth!

so wat if u are telling me that ure not mad at me and ure not ok? so do i?! watever lah bull shit! i just hate this! u think i can tolerate all this?? shit! get lost! and now, can i just ask u back? "y u have to make me mad? y? im reli hurt dont u noe dat.."

haiz. now u can just click the X button! sick and tired! click now! get lost!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yours truly, hidayah.




. ' 1:00 AM Y
hello. went to east coast park with my frens! so happening. although alot didnt turned up. THANKS! haha.

first, meet up kaili at eunos mrt. then we (nora me alwi and kaili) went to east coast first then meet melissa there. while waiting, we played UNO and HEART ATTACK. ahaha. its so FUN! we kept laughing like hell! haha. so funny uh! cannot take it. ahaha.

finally, melissa came with her frens. then we planned to play bicycle and roller blade. nora alwi and me played bicycle. while the rest played roller blade. kaili asked us to go first and they will called us. so we went to cycle till the end. its so tiring. we even race. haha. fun! we're racer wannabes. haha. ok.

suddenly, get a called from melissa saying that they nid our help. so we rushed back to the other end to meet them. its so tired. actualli, kaili sprinted her elbow. we haf to find a bandage for her. she look so PALE! im so scared! we cycle to the nearest chalet to asked for help. then i went to asked this security guard uncle any bandage. luckily he have it. thank god. we rush back to them then melissa fren put for her the bandage. luckily she's from red cross. :)

then we send back our bicycle and roller blade. then we rush to the nearest clinic. then the doc asked her to go to the hosp. so sad. she cried because of sumthing. :(

then we give a suprise to sue. we head to her place. actualli we wanted to wait for sarah under the block but she is too late. so we just went up to her place first then sarah came. ok we went out. i drive. then we wanted to haf our dinner at pasir panjang there. but we sesat! thks to sue for the direction that she gave me! we all sesat! i hate sesat!

we called has and asked him to tag. he's still funny as usual. after having our dinner at cheese prata shop, we head back. then reached su house her bro send me and alwi back home. thanks so much! im sleepy rite now. BYE!!

yours truly, hidayah.




.Tuesday, January 02, 2007 ' 12:35 AM Y
firstly, happy new year to u peeps.

ok. i woke up late. at 1 pm. so tired. then at ard 6, went to sue's house. her mum jemput my family to her place. (sorry ehk tak dpt stay that long)

after went to her place then head to vivo city. mum and dad were excited. haha. reached there quite late. we do window shopping then went to eat at habourfront int. its quite plain today. rite now i can senses sumthing not rite. but wat is it? haiz. (macam tk sedap hati uh)

i think i want to call him. get back to you tomolo. bye.

ouh ya. tomolo i gonna haf picnic at east coast. cant wait to meet u peeps!! BYE!

yours truly, hidayah.






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