.Thursday, May 31, 2007 ' 2:46 PM Y
another day today. wonder wat will happen the next day. lets leave it to Allah.
yest, i weep like small girl. like a girl who lost a mom. lately, i will tend to cry over something small. duh... tats not me. really. i wonder wat got into me lately. issit me tat is being too sensitive. or issit the question that pop up suddenly. i just couldnt find a way to solve it.
ok, this is wat nora says "emotions run wild" tats me. haha. i was too sad over the matter that bother me. so i txt sarah, yea only her. cus i noe that she's face it before. so i want a solution to it.. im just to afraid to face like her. will i be that strong to face too?? will i?? will i??
ok. fark NS. tats the werd im searching for. ok shall stop here. emotion emotion emotion.....!!!!
so yest last minit plan to meet omar. so yes, he pick me up at home then off to geylang east central macdonald wer he werk. to check his schedule. then went over to his place. to put his things then we had dinner at S11 at tamp. after dinner, we meet up with his frend. then before leaving had a drink first at tamp again.
reached home at 2.30am. was so bloody tired. so yea, i planned not to go werk. was realli realli realli tired. haha. ok. so today i'll probably will be rotting at home. yea watch movie i guess. with parents. :)))
hoho.. kies i should keep going with the movies. shall update sooner. :)) bye guys.
"its tyme that i nid most"
love you, omar.
.Monday, May 28, 2007 ' 8:09 PM Y
for the past few daes my mood swing. i'll tend to get so angry and frustrated most of the tyme and i'll get so jeles over small matter. maybe due to wat sarah said to me. ok. shall drop the topic.
wow, 385 pax of guests today. sunday was the worst. 458 pax. imagine me going crazy. was really tired. i didnt have enuf rest. :( body is aching. i nid a massage chair. maybe sarahlee can help me. (i wanna borrow ur massage chair, can i?) haha.
i nid cash realli fast. and ive to force mysf to werk. its a must. haiz. why can money drop from sky. haha. imagine the pple all over the world picking up money from the streets.. haha.. ok, thats too much of imaginery. crap.
yest, omar pick me up from werk. then straight to beach rd. to buy things for his brunei trip. so yea. head there with his frens. khai and abg. after that we head to peninsula. to buy sumthing then separate ways. they going home. while me and omar head to town. then again, head to bugis. wat a long day out. then heads to tampines. then all the way back to bukit batok. haiz. my legs realli cant take it. haha. macam nak tercabut!
ive nothing much to say. so i guess, i stop here. bye!
.Friday, May 25, 2007 ' 3:30 PM Y
im so tired today. and i dun haf any off day. for this week till the next sunday i will be werking straight. wth! ive to drag my ass to werk. i cant wait to go to the APM on this coming 8 june! hehe. and without noeing, omar is going to brunei on the 9 june. rite after APM at 2am. huhu. i gonna miss him. ok, think positive. 2 weeks jer... "2 weeks jer.."
btw, today after werk heads to wisma to have lunch with sarah. then heads home. its so hot out there. ive been sweating realli bad. and sometimes i would think that my body stinks!! yucks!!
a big amile again. cus weekends coming..!! hello saturday!! and gd bye friday!! hehe.. after werk planned to go out. but dunnoe wer. hehe. okk.. shld be resting now. :)))
whaha.. now i can smile. cus blogger allows me to upload picture. :)) *smiling very wide*
-hello love, miss you.
.Wednesday, May 16, 2007 ' 12:41 PM Y
i forget to blog abt yest. after werk, i went home first took a nap. then at 5 meet up with nora and alwi. we had dinner together at JP.
my parents spent 300 dollar yest. bcos, the piping at my house is creating trouble. so ya, dad haf to ring up the plumber. at 10.00++ its all done. my whole kitchen is flooded. its like swimming pool for ants... whaha!
ok. today is my off day. so ill be rotting at home the whole day. im so bored. so i guess i gonna be reading storybook. date due is near! so gonna catch up with the pages...!!
for the past few daes, i spent alot!! every week, i will go shopping with sarah amy. without fail i tell u... haiz.. camne nk simpan duit nie!! stress!! i think ive to stop my habits of spending too much money and keep it for emergency. i'll try.. but i cant promise. hehe.
now, im mad with blogger. cus i cant upload photos!! arghh!!!
.Tuesday, May 15, 2007 ' 9:59 PM Y
lately, the days is going very well. i mean, i get to spend my precious time with all the person i love.
saturday, had to wake up early. planned to go batam with omar. but then the plan is cancelled. so we head to orchard rd to buy mummy present. :)) we had a hard tyme searching for present. so i make up my mind to buy her a wallet. a guess wallet. omar choose the colour while i pick which ever i like. haha..
then we went to habourfront. omar wanted to go to the big megastore. so we walked ard the shop. i dun noe why he like to go to places like courts, harvey norman, best denki.. haha.. he is so wak wak lahh!! like to observe those thing. i mean his favourite place will be the place wer there is speakers, handphone, mp3.. sumtime wen walking ard, he will go missing. missing no wer to be found. sumtime he will even left me ard alone. haha.. how pathetic is that lah! but i love to see him searching for me. i like to look at his blurr face. so cute. haha.. with his eyes rolling ard just to find me. hehe...
then we had to rush to bukit gombak to eat. got family gathering. my aunt will be treating us. total there will be 21 pax. huhu.. i love to meet my cussin. we had so much fun..!! i love the seafood!!! so sedapp lahh!! must try!
after the eating, we went home. then omar wanted to go to jb alone. so kecian so i teman him lah to go jb. but before that, i asked dad whether i can tagged him anot. then dad said ok.. but hati2.. i noe he loves me. thats why is so concern. :)))
otw to jb, motor buat hal. suddenly the clutch cable putus.! alamak!! so leceh. i so kecian tgk him cus he have to push start. with me sitting behind him. he even punch his mtr tank cus he's so angry.. im so scared to see him behaving that way. if i could hide, i will. but too bad the surrounding is so eerie, so ive to be strong to face his behaviour at that point of tyme.
sampai kedai mtr, then the owner said that he have to leave his bike there. so we had to take cab home from singapore. reached home at 3.30am. i only got one hour to sleep. so i make up my mind not to sleep as im afraid that i cld not wake up. so ive to sit at the living room watch omar sleeping. at 4 ive to siap2 to werk. at 5.15am, kuar rumah with omar then straight to the 7-11 to get some REDBULL!! haha... im afraid that i might fall aslp at werk. haha.
we took train. me to werk, while he, back home. to tampines. kesian rite in the morning he haf to go home by train. but lucky he got his magazine to teman him. reached raffles its tyme for me to alight. so i whisper to his ears and said, "u. sms me ur kiss." hehe... then he said "ok." alalala.. a few minute later he sms me.. alamak! touching uh.. he even remind me not to gatal2 at werk. sape lah nak gatal2 bee... kat keje i tu sume chef tua2... hahaha...
recently omar is so romantic.. very2 romantic i would said. i think god hear my prayers for all this while. terima kasih Allah. ku sayang kamu, Allah.
-i cant upload those photo! i hate u blogger!!
-dear, i love ur msges. "ya i noe also coz ur my hunny n im ur bee.. huhu.. Luv u syg" psst.. i love you 2, 3, 4.... dear!
.Thursday, May 10, 2007 ' 3:21 PM Y
the weather is so HOT!!! very very HOT! i cant stand it seyy! feel like walking around the house naked! haha. (opps)
well, i try very hard not to sleep in the afternoon. but yest i failed to control mysf. haha. but today, i'll try my very very best. :) hehe. i think i shld be cleaning my room today. and do some excerise. wat do you think?? ahaha.
i cant wait for saturday, cus i gonna have mother day celebration with my mum side. whohuu.. gonna haf seafood!! i cant wait!! seafood!!! here i come!!!!!! hahahahahaha.... i think i shld buy my mum a wallet. just in case she's out of wallet. haha. ok, sat shld be going to VIVO CITY to buy her a wallet.
its been a while since i last update my blog WITH A PICTURE! and i think saturday shld be a gd day to bring a camera along. :) so i can camwhoring! cool idea!!
ook, its 3.32pm. i shld be cleaning my room first. then off to the gym. at my room! hehe.
.Tuesday, May 08, 2007 ' 8:08 PM Y
ive been trying very hard to make my self occupied today. firstly, as usual, to werk. then after werk, last min plan to meet up with nora then off to SP to meet the geng.
but before that, went to BPP. to the library lah wer else... haha.. i wanna be a book worm again. i miss being a book worm. so i spent my tyme ard looking for books while waiting for nora. then straight to SP.
meet sue at the foodcourt three. then ape lagik, eat lorr kat KFC! finger licking good!! yummy! ok, thats make me grow fatter lah! :))))) hahaha... while eating got this mamat delivery mintak number alamak! dah tk kena gaya uh! so we jalan to the toilet! skali die kejar lahh! haiz! panik uh.. so i quickly rush to the toilet!! whaha! i think the toilet is the best place to hide! although inside got alot of unwanted stuffs! u get wat i mean! whahha!
once i get out from the toilet, alamak! peh lah ramai kat luar, kalau ikut kan hati nk aje aku lari laju2 jadi die tak leh kejar, but as i said, im fat. so many fats in my stomach so i cant be bother to run. jalan je lah.
one of them came up to me to mintak number so i gave him omar's number. whaha. i noe tak baik, but i think im being honest towards omar. :))))) haha. ok then after bagi number, ape lagik! jalan uh tinggal kan tempat tu!
off to the library.. to meet sarah and alwi. too bad alwi have to rush to werk. and sarah, off to the meet the bf. :))) whohohoh... sarah, happy for you.. :))) awak jgn nangis lagik lahh! ;)) sue, off to werk. then left me and nora. no wer to go so off to WM lorr... library.. borrow magazine.. :)) then straight home. but before that we had bubble tea together. thanks nora for the sweetest temaning session. :)))))
*night duty is not important. :))) hahha..
.Monday, May 07, 2007 ' 3:40 PM Y
i had a bad flu again. and its back again. haiz. i think i shld go to the doc and ask for anti biotic. i hate flu. cus in the middle of the night wer u were having ur gd nite sleep, and out of sudden u cant breath. its like wat the hell! pple are tored and trying to get a rest and these shit were to happen. haizz..
yest after werk, omar and me went to changi hosp. cus he have been complaining of having rashes all over his body. at first he tot that it was an insect bite. so he kip on scratching sampai ade nana kuar. ewwww... i noe.. disgusting.
after the check ups, we went back to his place. he wanna change his clothes. then off to town. went to far east. bought dad a hand sock since he nid another pair. after buying all those stuffs, we went to esplanade to chill. had a great day out with him. we sempat camwhoring, telling stories and all stuffs lahh.. he's the sweetest thing ever. :)
after that we went home. watch dvds.. then my mum asked him sakit ape. so he said that die sakit gatal2. then he told mum that kalau garuk ade kuar nana. then mum ckp entah2 kena chicken pox. hahaha... sekali betul lahh! hahha. dah besar aru nk kena chicken pox. hahaa. cute! and now finally he can get mc from the polys or the clinics..
after the movie, ive to teman him tido. i mean, we dun sleep together lahh.. we sleep separately. he on the long sofa while me, sitting on the shorter sofa. my eyes were about to shut i tell you. but then wen he saw me standing up, he said to me dun sleep. teman him. aiyoo.. ok. i gave him 5 min. then he was asleep again. ape lagik. i walk to my room and left him outside alone! wahhaha.. i noe that cruel. but hey. im tired. haha..
ok.. i gtg. go to do sumthing... brb blogging some other day. :)
.Wednesday, May 02, 2007 ' 8:22 PM Y
im back!! again..
hello everyone!! :)
im feeling so stress at werk... maklum lah ade org mata merah... susah seyy!! ok wateva it is, i love my job. :)
i miss school. its nice to see my friends all went to school. especially my SP frens.. wer they get to see many pple..
my days/weeks have been a good one! heh. i love going out with dearie. its nice to have him ard me. who will make me laugh like crazy. hoho.. sayang u... ;)
to sarah, ive read your post about yr mr X. haiz.. i noe how u feels.. relax kies.. this is karma.. Allah maha kuasa... mesti satu hari die akan dapat balasan nye. akan ku doa kan yg terbaik utk mu. :)
to alwi, ok wee... kite ge on this friday kies. and also, jgn lupe belanje makan kies plus minuman.. hahaha... :P
to nora, mane kau ge?? menghilang seyy! dah lama tk dpt msg kau! hahaa.. busy dgn burung ker! hoho... :P
to sue, weii!! dah keje ehk! tk keep aku update seyy! hmmphhh... majuk uh!! hahaha... happi dating uh!!!! :)
finally, i miss you guys.. let hang out sum other day..! let go cycling. how?? u guys want??? hehe... or lets have picnic!!!! hehe.. haha...
btw, my off day will be on the next saturday. haiz.. a long way to go.. haha.. kies lah! shall go and eat now! haha bye!! see ya soon!!!!!!!!!!
