ive been busy like not forever lah kan. i tend to get tired and yes, bila balik keje i malas to on my lappy. i stare too long on computer and my vision is getting worst. i wanna check my eyes.
next. i wanna buy hp. my friends sume dah tukar hp. and me? masih stick to that LG Viewty. THANKS AHH! baik dok tu hp. sejati sama gue. cume kadang2 tu peragai! menses kot hp aku nie. LOL.
ive been eyeing on N97 mini and E 72. but as usual, fickle minded. :D i compare that fon too many time, been reading review about that both hp since i reached work untill now - home. HHAHA. im so excited. i wanna buy mysf a new fon tapi kan, nanti i regret of not saving that money. HOW?!
grr... but, that phone is nice lah! ARGH!
.Tuesday, February 16, 2010 ' 1:50 PM Y
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.Friday, February 12, 2010 ' 11:02 PM Y
hello. welcome!
first, happy new year to all.
i was kinda upset with work. so not my week. i was hold back with lots of unconfirmed design/drwgs. i was too tired to think about it. but when i laid back each day after work, started to think, actualy this is better than the previous one. :)
this job has alot of challenges. im still not goot at detailing. insyaAllah, as time flies, i hope i could adapt many2 new things. amin. the architect that im working with was too nice to me although dia selalu tukar design which buat aku kadang2 nak marah. but to think back again, i was happy that he acually hold back his anger and willingly teach me what to do next.
last 2 days i was like soooo blurr which lead me to ask him to draw 3D's in everything that he explain. i know. im pathetic but syukur, he is still very patience with me. he even sengeh looking at me how selambe/blurr nye aku di hadapan mata dia. LOL.
at first i was like, alamak. mati lah aku. i still cannot figure what he was. is it because he speaks in like slang english. lol. *slap forehead* as days goes by, im sooo afraid to go to work, but TO THINK BACK AGAIN, i know ini sume ade lah dugaan utuk aku. :D i terima.
and another thing, i think he started to learn malay language. cos he trys to speak in malay. like, duduk, ini, satu, tiga. like yah. i know. takpe. multiracial country mah, :D
ok stop.
work has ended. so now, lets put this aside, btw btw, i knock off from werk at 4pm tadi. HAPPY OR WHAT~.
tomolo im gg out with omar. yayness. im a happy bitch. HAHA. cant wait to meet him later.
I M Y, like again.
.Monday, February 08, 2010 ' 8:56 PM Y
sunday was a beautiful date for us. i enjoy it verrryyyy much. although we didnt have much time to spent together, i think we make full use of it.
went out to woodlands to buy mum new hp for her bdae. february is sooo not my month. this month itsf i got like a few outings gg on.
1. dad's bdae 2. mum's bdae 3. out with sheila hazah & sarah plus partners 4. the click 5 gang. Valentine's celebration aka friendship day. (as usual) 5. reunion at gab's place.
see, this month my money bnykkkk lah abis di situ. HAIZ. it's very hard to find money. now i knew how hard my parents life is, managing alot of stuff at a time. life is getting hard nowadays. very very very hard.
well lets put this a side.
after buying new phone for mum, we went to marina. as promised since like 3 month ago, now then i bought omar his newly born crocs. heh. he is sooo obsessed with it. tk sabar2 sampai umah nak pakai. dalam kete tgh drive pun nak jugak pakai. LOL.
today, i was like soo obsessed with crocs jugak till i made up my mind to wear it. then ahh then ahh, i got blister SIAK! both leg sehh! sakit siak! thats the reason why i didnt wear it like seldom. :(
now i regret. both leg sakit. so tk boleh ge keje! YAY! tapi tkde duit nanti. :( oh btw btw btw, i will be werking on weekend as well. to earn xtra cash for the upcoming event. insyaAllah. :D
ok next.
werk load is getting heavier. i guess i will be rushing to werk early to finish it. haiz. when there's nothing to do kat ofis, free gile. when dah sibuk, sibuk gila. ade tk moderate je?
well bie, i miss you like again. :(
weekend, pls be here soon. I M Y like crazy.
:(
.Saturday, February 06, 2010 ' 12:56 PM Y
out of a sudden i feel like im missing sumone close to me. who else if its not omar. i simply cant wait for tomolo. i wanna meet him.
its been awhile since we had a long conversation on the phone, sharing stories bla bla bla... nowadays he's always busy, managing 2 jobs. morning and night. good thing is that we keep motivating each other. especially me, he always motivate me to go to werk single day by reminding me, ' 1 year aje.'
i cant explain how thankful i have this man to be with me. i can also breakdown at werk if i started to think about him. i get emotional too quick. :( this 'missing' feeling is always here with me when he's not ard me.
argh. i wanna meet him. fast fast!
.Friday, February 05, 2010 ' 11:49 PM Y
i love my frends. they are soo funny.
watch this video. we are actually waiting for cab.
.Tuesday, February 02, 2010 ' 8:49 PM Y
elfi and kakak is the reason for me to stay at home on weekends for now. :D
he's grown up. now, elfi can stand on his own. and wats makes me tired is that i will have to hold him incase he fall. aiyo... auntie very tired tau!
yest was a serious shit monday blue for me. i was all alone at werk while ilah's on leave. like watever lah ehk! tinggal kan aku srg2. hmmmph!
i was shock that hubby was to pick me up after werk. konon tu nak suprise kan lah! alah sayang sayang. HAHA. its been awhile since we date. i miss him like tak tau how to explain. i was happy that both of us sacrifise to meet each other. thank you dear!
i was speechless went he said, 'i tunggu u kat carpark' i was like 'huh??? betul ke ni ehh!' (in my heart). then i said okok. bye. after putting down the phone, i am still thinking about that okay! then i came to realise that YES! mmg betul!
haha.
i just cant wait for the next date. he is now very busy. till then i msg him telling him how bored i am.
me: u, im plain bored. he: ya. i tgh busy cement.
HAHA. lagik lah bored aku dibuatnye. i started to think that its good sumtimes when both is busy. we tend to have sweet messages every now and then. :D
ahhh.... so sweet.....
THE LOVE-ED ONE;Y
hello. i am hidayah. 30 November 1987 happily attched to my dear, omar.
