assesment is over. phew... what a relieve!! :^.)

now im at home waiting for the result whether i haf to reassesment anot.. im scared. hopefully that i will no be the one.

haf to go to school back to take the 3d thingy at 5.30pm... meeting su later for prac.

tyme for GOOD News... hehe su is currently attached with alfian.. :) happy for u sue... finally... its 290906... not 190902... :) thats me.. hahaha

im so tired to go back to school. but no choice haf to come back cus i haf to take the 3d thingy.

school lift is damn nice.. its like in the club!!! at the side of it is decorated with some furry thingy... so cool...

im tired. and i nid a rest.. cya peeps...

i love u dear.. will hug u again tomorrow... :* muacks....

i cant wait to mit my montellies on saturday. i wake up @ 10.20am, i had a bad dream!!! arghh i dream of him wanting to married a girl.. arghh im scared!! i cried when i woke up.. so sad...

i called him and tell him the story and he said to me dont scared.. i still love you... :) happy..

tomolo i got a date with su.. ya a girls date.. miting her for some stuff... plan to break fast outside.. not sure got to think abt it as im broke already... arghh!!!!

no more money to buy things. haf to save out some cash for this saturday...

dear dear... i miss u like crazy...!! i wanna hug u again!!! and i want u to kiss me... :P

time fly really fast.
ive not been sleeping since yest till now.. arghh so sleepy... assesment will end soon... i hope for the best... InsyAllah...



went out to jurong east to meet my peeps... headed to bugis to collect my assesment werk. sarah cant tag cus she haf to go to JC to take some stuff... (wonder wat thing is that) :P

after the long hours in school, we decided to break fast at long john silver at bugis.. im so tired rite now... i haf to entertain su with all her stupid jokes!! ahahaha... su su...

but im really happy for her rite nw, cus she get wat she wants... im proud of u su.. kip going beb!!! hahaha... bile lagi??? hahahaha.... all ur saturday will be filled with love!!! hehehehe.... just like me... hahaha.. and of cus sarah too... :)

noe wat?? so shock to read all the msges that su get from alfian... its so swit!!! i still remember the 'kenyang' thingy... hahahaha.. she will always sit at the canteen to wait for alfian.. and guess wat... while she was happily eating, she saw alfian n she will said that she full.. hahahaha... so the funny uh u su....

im tired now.. nid so rest infact...
i love u 'montellies'....

im so tired. ive just finish doing my 2D thingy.. arghh the assesment is tomolo... and now is 3.00am and im still in front of this comp trying to blog... duh... im so tired..

yest was my basic and figure drawing assesment.. i had a hard tyme thinking whether i pass or fail.. arghh.. im scared! i dun wanna repeat the module.. asesment is my nightmare!

i miss talking to my bf for a long tyme.. i miss spending the long hours on the fon with him.. for this week, ive been busy.. and i kept telling him that i cant really tok to him for so long.. but its gd that he understands me..

he kept reminding me to do my werk properly... i miss doing my school werk with him.. miss the tyme wer he do for me my 3d thingy.. i just miss everything abt him and last but not least, i miss his botak head!

time is running out, ive to clean up my room..

yes yes yes... i had a wonderful saturday.. i turn out to be a great date.. first, head to hajjah maimunah at jln pisang. but the food there seems to be not so gd. so we change our mind and walk ard kampung glam... meet omar's friend and we eat there... the food was delicious but quite plain.. duh...

today is monday, so omar now is on his way back to the camp.. arghh.. im still missing him.. how?? i wish everyday is saturday... so that i get to hug him..

well... today my frens in SP stated school and now im in a school holiday.. duh...

later i haf to go to school to take my 2d thingy that is with mickey.. laaa.... im so tired... and im weak rite now... assesment is killing me now.... im soo sooo sooo tired....

i gues... its enuf.. i have tons of werks to do... c u guys sooner... :)

i miss u omar.. im waiting for u to kiss me again.. hahahahaha!!!!! daaa......

im so happy to meet him yest...
meet him at B.G MRT station..
there alot of army pple getting out from the bus.. and i keep searching for him.. cus everybody is the same..
he is standing at the staircase waiting for me.. i so suprise to meet him.. hahaha.. i feel like hugging him.. but i cant.. cus there is alot of army pple..
after picking him up, went to eat wit my mum and dad at alif.. after eat, he went to my house.
i get a kiss from him.. im so happy...

montel and me... hahaha.. he still luk the same...

assignment is killing me now.. im dying soon... lots and lots of painting and drawing that i nid to do.. wish my dear is with me now so that he can help me to do the drawing.. duh.. i miss him...

but yes. gd news... he will be back home tomolo.. ill b miting him at gombak tomolo.. heeee... im so excited.. two weeks beb nvr meet him.. im bored at home cus concentrate too much on my assignment will make me mad..

im feeling restless rite now.. not enuf sleep yest.. been doing basic.. but not finish yet.. i beg shld be today hope soo....

went home wit my classmate and yes, i saw this man with poking eyebrow.. its so maut beb.. hahaha....

okies..

i nid to do my assesment.. daa....

its really ok u noe if pple are hinting me sumting sumtime.

i dun feel the lost in me... its just the pain that is killing me.

but i'll pray to Allah and ask for protection against sumting bad.. sobsob...

*may Allah protect me. :'(

today is 19th september 2006. im totally proud of today cus its my anniversary! and yes! im so happi that omar and me make it thru this far.. but the sad thing is that we couldnt celebrate together cus he is in the camp..

for this 4 yrs of being together, theres many ups and downs that we've been thru.. thks to Allah cos till now im still together with him..

now, let me tell u how i meet him.. hehehe

firstly i was at the coffeeshop with my family and relatives when i get mahmud's call. (my bf frens) he said that theres dis guys that wants to make frns with me.. so i said errmm.. im not sure do call me again later cus im having my meal...

suddenly abt a few minutes, i get a msg from this number and it says that he wants to be my fren. so i said okies...

about a few weeks of noeing him, i find him so caring. we stated talking on the phone every nite. he would miss call me and i will called him back.. hahahaha!!! (i wont forget cus till now we're still doing it..)

hahaha... on 18th september 2002 i was talking to him on the phone and while we were talking, i get a msg at 11.44pm, so i took my hp to read who send me the msg. and i saw his number on my phone and i said "crazy uh sent me msg" and he ask me to read it. so i read it.

and at the last paragraph, he wrote that will u be my gf..! i was damn shocked uh! shit..! i was blushing! and guess what. since the day that he show me his care, i stated to haf feelings for him.. hahahaa...

and at that point of tyme i could not believe myself..! issit for real.. the day that we became frens we didnt noe how each other luk like. after he sound me, i said to him that i could answer this now and he said that u can take ur time and just say it whenever i want..

so on 19th september 2002 at 12.15am i msg him and said that im ready to be his gf! hahahaha.. and he said thks for accepting him. and he did told me that he wants this relationship to last long. and i reply me too.. hopefully..

after 3 days of being together, we planned to meet. we was with his frens and i was with sarah amy/motor. we planned to meet at wisma.. hehehe... and yes.. there he is waiting for me.. duh boy boy.. ure like chinese with ur sepet eyes. (small eyes) LOL...

planned to eat. so otw to lucky plaza, he hold my hand. i was shocked! duh! but i was happi too.. hahahahahahahahahahahahahah!!!!!!!!!!!

but funny things happen when his frens turn ard to talk to him and he let go my hand and he said to me that he's shy!!! OMG!!! hahaha... after his frens turn to the front he hold my hand again!!! gagagagagaga!!!! omar omar... ure funny..!

this is how our first date luk like... hahahah...

b4 i end this, its another three more days to go!! hell yea!!! i gonna meet him and i cant wait to hug him! i miss him so much!!! i love you omar.

assesments is all that i can thing ritre now.. no more enjoying of life for me.. duh! im stress up rite now.. i dunnoe which things that i shld or shldnt be doing.. duh! this is life. i hate when doing things last minutes!

why do nafa haf to do drawing during assesment?? hahaha... crap.. klah.. ive to go.. im sorry if these few days i didnt blog.. cus, my schedule is damn pack uh!!!! nite!

well its easy, u dun haf to say sorry if u dun mean it.. its simple as 123.. isnt it?? dun haf to say sorry if u think that ure rite and u just dun haf to care abt my feeling. i noe that ur life is full of pain.. so am i. i just wan pple to treat me the way they wan and i'll treat them gd. simple rite.. but if pple is still showing me their attitude, u think i will entertain..dream on.. i gt lots of stuff waiting for me. and i think my DIPLOMA is more important than watever im facing rite now. dun u think so??? so pple.. one last werd is that just dun force me to say so and u'll regret ur whole life!

today is the day that im really pissed off.. watever uh pple. if u think that i am the one that make ur life misserable den be it uh.. im so sick and tired of explaining things! watever kies.. if u guys wanna think that im making ur life misserable than be it. i dun mind. i wont die if im labelled that!!!! get it???? saying harmful thing wont make me die uh.. get it pple! so, now who is the one that is making whoever misserable?? do u wan me to show how misserable i can make that person life????? then show me ur true colours and i'll show u mine!!!!

ive explained everything but u still said that i lied cus i didint tell u that im mad. duh guys, who the hell in this world will said mad if theyre not??? only stupid pple will do that!!!! ya stupid pple! friends listen up, just dont make me said yes if im not!!! getti???!!!!!!!! if u wanna noe, NOW I AM MAD!!!! OKIES!!! U WANNA NOE HOW MAD I CAN BE????? I'LL SHOW U!!!!

and another things, issit wrg for me to blog abt my ite's friendSSS???? issit wrg.. hey blog is all up to the person to express their self... so it means, its all up to me uh.. wats the hell got to do with u??? hey, if u dun like me, said it straight to my face and i'll said it back straight to ur face too!!! just confront me whenever u want! im ready for it!!!

but wat im saying abt my ite frens is true.. u dun haf to hate it ok. its just my luck to get such a nice frens like them!!! if u think that u dun deserve it, then be it.. theyre happi for me and im happi for them..!!

IM OUT NOW!!! GET LOST PPLE. I JUST NID TIME TO BE ALONE!

PEACE NO WAR!!!!

suddenly i wanna blog abt my ITE's frens. hmm.. i guess theyre the best among others that i haf.. duh.. ya. theyre the want that dont really bubble me at the point of time.. yeah pple. u rock uh..

theyre my the one that i can rely on when thing get worst sumtime.. they re the one that i share all my love and frendship stories..

alwi: the only guy that can be trusted.. ya. he is like a brother to me.
sarah: the one that is alwaes BLURR.. duh.. sarah2... but i admire the way ure with jimmy...
nora: haha.. the part tyme clown, can be irritating sumtime. but its okies..
sue: haha.. the same with nora. part tyme clown is alwaes her... 24/7. just like 7-11.. (wink)

ok. and not forgetting my love. omar.. he is such a great lover.. * pls dun fall for him gurls. he's mine!!!!! hahahahaha...

yeah. i got myself a new blogskin! thks sd for changing it for me.. hehehehe... thks kies... hehehe...

im happy for sarahlee that she can accept the fact that her bestfrend is gone. yeah. i feel that pain how she feel it.. dear sarahlee, u can always approach me when u nid sumthing.. :) (cheer up kies)

well, went to prac today, and its raining. shit! its superb cold uh! ive been shivering uh... LOL! but sumthing bad happen.. duh.. its ok.. just hope that i will pass my TP. and can get out from that BBDC asap! yeah!!

well on the way back home, i saw chun siong at the bustp.. say hi to him and bye.. hahaha... gd luck for ur TP aite. i noe how u feel wen u fail the other day.. kip going brother!

as for my dearrr, I MISS YOU AND I HEART U SOOOO MUCH!!! ONE MORE WEEK TO GO!!! u must be gaining weight rite now rite! haha.. i can call u MONTEL rite now.. heheh... wonder how u luk lyke with ur botak head! hahaha... montel montellllll......!!!!!! hahahassss....!!!!!!!!

having montel in my life have change me alot.. yeah alot. he show me his love towards me. yeah LOVE!! hahaha... i wish/wants to be with u forever till death seperated us apart!

love you so much dear montel! hehehehehe.....!!!!!!!

ANNIVERSARY IS NEAR. AND HE IS NOT AROUND WITH ME THIS MOMENT OF TYME...!
*PICTURE TAKEN AT HIS HOUSE WHILE HE WAS IN HIS DREAM! HHEHEHHEE.... I WANNA HUG U SO TITE!!!

ive learnt that i shld treasure all my frens that i haf rite now. im sad to noe that ros past away.. didnt expect that she would go this fast.. things that i shld do now is to pray for her.. although im not that close to her, i feel sad.. :( each tyme i see sarah, she remind me of her.. theyre like twins.. yeah.. similar..

duh.. what a day today.. i went to zara today to change the shirt.. and damn no S size.. left M and L.. ive to take the M size.. duhs! but its ok..

next friday he will be back. yeah! i will be spending my precious tyme with him.. im thinking to make a surprise for him again.. hehehe... he likes surprises! i noe that.. everyones like surprises! hey pple.. my bdae is near kies.. 30 november! pls make ur self free and ask me out.. haha.. y am i typing my birth date? hahah... i got mission beb.. hehe PRESENTS!!! hheh

no laa... i wont ask much from u guys.. just a day out will be fine.. (actually its like a few month) hahaha... no worries.. i remind u guys again and again kies.. i dn want makeover as im areadi look like a girl.. hehehe.. no nora.. im not trying to say that ure not.. but u look more like a guys style.. hehehehe.. sorry nora..

friends forver kies.. pls dun be mad.. hehehe.. i heart u all! i will treasure all my freindship and my relationship.. hehe.. I LOVE YOU OMAR... ive been missing u every single day. i did cry b4 went to bed.. hehe... i guess im too sad that yourenot ard.. but no worries.. atleast im not alone.. i still haf my frens to cheer me up.. heeeheheheh... rite guys.. hehehe...

FRIENDS FOREVER!

HEART YOU FROM THE START!

muacks! flying kiss for all my frens and not forgetting my love ones, omar bin amir!

hey sorry guys for not updating it for quite a few daes.. im currently busy at the moment. yes. busy with school werk.

u wanna noe what?? i miss omar.. i want him to get out from the stupid camp asap!! argh! i feel like im dying! shit!

blurrghhh!! im so bored w/o him bside me.. i miss his laughter, smile, looks, face... arghh.. i just miss everything abt him. BRB!!!! HE CALLED ME...!!!!! :) :) :)

hey im back!!! :) hehe.. so glad that he called me.. look like he noes that i miss him! hahaha..! LOL :P

i went to ZARA today. bought a shirt and guess what. the shirt is torned! sumwer behind. shit! i shld have check it first b4 buying it! damn it man! but its kies.. going to change it tomolo..

haiz.. my life is so bored rite now! i feel like going to bukit panjang camp and shout his name.. once if i saw him, i will ask him to run away from that camp.. haha.. im restless actualli.. thats y i tend to blog sumthing stupud.. yeah stupid!

blurgh! (wake up dayah) k im awake.. haha.. im having a self - entertainment rite now!

haha.. k lah. im tired to blog too much.. i'll c u guys sumwer in singapore aite! hahahahaha... bye!!!!!!!!!!!! peace out beb! VROOM!!!



hidayah out!

i happened to be soooooo..... happy today after talking to my dearest hubby! after all the long hours of waiting for his call.... after all the mushy thingy, i feel like blogging again.. im must be crazy! but its okies.. i dun care.. hahaha...

im happy to heard he said how much he miss and loves me! argghhh!!! im melting again and again! im so in love with my prince! he kept reminding me not to flirt when he's not ard.. (yes my dear) :)

today is such a wonderful day! i loves today.. and i loves to be with him every second in my life! im looking forward to meet u for the next 2 week.. i'll wait for u although its still a long way to go hubby. ( i promise!)

ok.. its time to sleep now pple! go to bed and tuck urself aite.. bun let bug or bugman bite u up!!! nite...

i cant help missing him!

its been 2 days that he's in the camp.. i only get to talk to him at nite ard 10 pm.. arghh.. i cant take it.. i really mis him alot..

duh.. when is he coming back?? i'll hug him once i saw him.. only god noes how much i mis him..

just now went to art friend with nora and wani.. went to nafa shop to buy all the things for assesment.. then head to j.e lib to meet sd and yan.. did our own things and went home straight.

its quite boring today. bcos, i will usually go out with my dear on saturday.. n now, im stucked at home with mummy and daddy and of cus plus lil wani... its quite fun after all. where u get to spent ur precious tyme with them.. talk abt funny things...

okies laa.. now im going to do my assesment hmwk.. or else..... i will rush later!!! bye dude and doink! cya again!!

I MISS YOU OMAR!

i loves yesterday.. but i hate today.. yest i spent the day out with my dear.. i met him at paragon.. firstly, i went to mrs field to take the biscuit that i ordered. quickly stuff everything in my helmet beg..

after that i asked him to bring me to Esplanade.. we had an ice cream.. :P i really had a great day with him.. i surprise him with the biscuit that is tittle HAPPY ANNIVERSARY. he gave me a KISS and said I LOVE YOU once he open it.. i saw his blushing face! im blushing too.. arghh yest is the most romantic day in my life.. :) i wish that to happen everyday!

after all the mushy thingy, we went to haf our dinner at sembawang shopping centre.. hmm.. delicious.. after all those fatty stuff, went to bukit panjang to see his camp.. haha.. he's too excited to go NS..

yest is the last kiss that i get from him..

(NO.. WE'RE NOT GOING TO KISS.. JUST LOOKING AT EACH OTHER)



yest in school, sd and me had a modelling photo taking.. ahah.. we're in the school lib and we tend to snap picture.. i got high at that moment.. haha.


zu and yan gets high! haha... posing with my helmet... hahah!!! racer wanna be!!! kip going guys... :) theyre riding CBR beb! maut!!






today in school i drank redbull.. redbull gives u wings! im so tired.. cannot take it.. so haf to drink redbull.. after drinking, i feel a LIL bit better.. in fact im still tired rite now..

i miss my prince. when will we meet again??? -muacks-

to my wonderful lil hubbie... i gonna miss u sooner or later.. weekends will be boring to me again.. haiz... u gonna be in camp while i will be spending my time in school... yes.. of cus busy with school werks..

list of what i still haf to do...:-
1. still struggling how to build my 3d structure
2. basic drawing asignment not completed (i nid to redo)
3. 2d design not started yet
4. photography things not done
5. FIGURE DRAWING WORST!!

i love my dear!

wah. so tired! ive been busy for these few daes.. haf been spending time with family and bf. yest i got a family gathering at downtown east. shiok sia.. but tiring..

sumthing shocking happen. haha.. family and my relative ask omar if he loves me. haha.. guess what he said.. HE SAID YES! hahahaha.. didnt expect him to say yes to my family and relatives.. and the funni thing is that they were talking abt my 'marriage'. can u believe it?

no. mum dad, i still wanna study. not the right tyme for me. i still wanna feed u with my own money.. that is wat i aiming for.. haha.. parents always ask me to get engage with him. arghh.. mum.. its still a long way for me.

this friday he will be in camp.. hahaha. this coming thurs i gt a suprise for him.. hehe.. i cant wait! ok lah. im tired. nid some rest! tomolo shooling and toads of assignments nid to be done.

hello. i am hidayah.
30 November 1987
happily attched to
my dear, omar.

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