.Monday, November 30, 2009 ' 8:53 PM Y
MONDAY BLUES.
hello readers. i had a bad day at work. which is:
1st. my pay is exactly on the 30th. soo the bored.
2nd. i target to finish up my work so that tomolo i can start sumthing new, but then i fail.
3rd. the LUP proj shucks big time. VERY BIG.
4th. the structural dwg and the arch dwg is not telly. WTH.
5th. ive to redo almost every single thing. which make me feel even sick of it. grr....
6th. i am stilll stuck with the proj and that is so clear that i cant send my fiance for his check up.
i feel bad seh. i wanted to send him for his check up. atleast we got our time for ourselves. i miss him very much. i start to worry so much for him. haiz. get well soon b. i know you re strong too strong that u can carry/chang me behind your back. i miss that lahhh.
it looks like now, im the one that have to carry you behind my back. LOL!
"grr... cepat lah baik...."
i miss lah every single morning he text me when he's out to work. calling me in the late afternoon to check on me. i miss that ah. but now, im the one yg selalu kal him to check whether he is fine. i am sooo worried for him.
"dah baik jgn lupe i. jgn jadi degil... BOLEH?!"
i tak nag tau. i cuma nasihat jer. LOL. anyways, i love you always and i am trying to make time for you. but now, i got tons of work to handle/do. hope that you understand me bby. even now i am making time for you. so that you can spent atleast a min to go thru my blog and put that BIG BIG BIG smile on your face. :D
ouh btw, thanks to all who wish me today. be it on facebook/sms/phonecall. im so happy. im now a year wiser. :)
oklah. nite. time for me to call my hubby. :D
.Sunday, November 29, 2009 ' 9:03 PM Y
i had a great weekend at jb, celebrate my advance bdae. :D
we bbq for 2 days straight like crazy. to and fro to bestmart (our next fav hang out). HAHA. went to jusco. its so tempting. i wanted to spend but my pay is not in yet. grr... nvm, next time. i went there to borong DVDs for my fiance so that he can spend his everyday watching dvds plus read his UJANG. LOL.
hey, atleast im thoughtful of you okay! jangan ketawa! HAHA.
my bdae celebration this year was a lil bit bigger that last year. but it seems sad to me. it reminds me of arwah abah. i remember last year was the last one that i celebrate with him. :'( haiz. i miss him so much. sometimes, i could feel that he is ard me.
well, i went over to omar's place from jb. i was very very very worried for him. (sape tak sayang tunang ooiii!!!) im so SEXITED to see him just now. heh. sempat nak pegang tangan. HAHA.. kekek kape?!
below is the picture of his legs and body.
oh man, i just want him to recover fast and so that he can get back to work and save up for our marriage. :(
btw, starting from today i will have to blog often so that fiance is not bored to death at home. :))
ps: get well soon baby! imy&ilu. very. much.
and yes, you own me 10 more kisses. :DDDDDDD
nite!
ouh, is 30th tomolo????
.Wednesday, November 25, 2009 ' 10:59 PM Y
helo. today im so busy at werk. hari2 buat LUP drawing. boleh pengshan ohh....
i had a very bad feeling yest before i went to bed. had a hard time trying to put mysf to bed. i force mysf and i manage to sleep for 30 min. hubby called me at ard 11pm plus and tell me that he met with an accident. i thought he was joking. so i put mysf to bed back. at 1am his cussin msg me and tell me that they are at the hosp. at 3am he called me. i was too shock to put mysf to bed. keep on tossing ard to figure out what really happen to him.
THANK GOD HE IS STILL IN ONE PIECE! phew!
look at his picture, sakit2 pun sempat nak buat muka. HAHA.
i went over to his house with nora just now. thanks to her for accompanying me.
"terima kasih!"
i was kinda disappointed with pple that behave strangely towards me for this 7 freaking years. i tell you, if my jodoh panjang with omar, i dunnoe how am i going to face it. i am totally like not appreciate with that person. keep on showing like a 'whatever attitude'.
f**k lah!
i just cant control my emotion. so sorry. :(
i am so lucky to have a fiancee that is so understanding. i am so happy that even my fiance saw what that person did to me. atleast i am not making up story. i am so happy that my fiance atleast give me courage to kip on living with THAT TYPE OF PERSON. i dont give a damn to that person. if YOU think YOU are good enuf to be that way, THEN BE IT.
GOD is GREAT. KARMA is always waiting to be by ur side!
phew! i am tired of saying things like this. too tired. whatever it is, if ure reading it, it will be good if you change before is too late to even ask for forgiveness for your countless reactions towards me..
i dont live to impress you but i live to impress my FUTURE HUSBAND. he knows me better than you do.
ILU, ABG.
:'')
.Monday, November 23, 2009 ' 9:55 PM Y
i got no werds to describe. they were too nice to me.
this is what i call true friends. they never leave me behind.
i love you guys! my advance bdae celebration was superb!
again, i love u all.
muack!!!
later part, the three of us went to al ameen bukit timah for supper. haiz, makan lagik. gemuk gemuk~~~
well, see you again!! i waiting for 30th to come!!!
.Saturday, November 21, 2009 ' 12:40 AM Y
wahh besttt.... after werk like finally i get to meet up my lovelies. :D
al ameen @ wlds is the place. thats a last min plan. we makan mcm org kebulur. kalau tunang aku nmpk nie, mesti geleng kepala... LOL.
tsk tsk tsk.
i am so looking forward for later. im gg for a date with my fiancee. this weekend he is going to be mine. YAY! susah tau nak tunggu dia off on weekend. ahhh.... best nye!!!!!
best best best best!
kk... nak tido nie...
.Sunday, November 15, 2009 ' 6:26 PM Y
lets continued from yest stories....
that's xh... he is the one that is gg to bangkok for intern... :)
after that we went to popeye. they had their lunch there and then we head to ys for movie. 2012. great movie! go watch. so sedih. the sad part where it touches me was when the father sacrifice his life to save his family. terharu sungguh...
. ' 12:17 AM Y
well, plan turn out great although he came to fetch me late. ;)
we had our beautiful 'breakfast' aka lunch at Changi Airport. both were hungry mcm dah sebukan tk makan. order many things but we manage to stuff all inside our empty stomach. haha.
the banana split
Beef Lasagnia
chilli crab spaghetti
sourdough dunnoe what. recommended!!!
i seriously had a wonderful day with him. very very very much. thanks for the sacrifise date that we have. although ure tired, u still make it happen. mcm mane gue tak jatuh cinta lah kan dgn u. lol.
btw after lunch, we head to T1 to meet xh alwi sarahlee and nora. xh is gg to bangkok for his intern. great or what. wish him luck and yes, enjoy ursf. dun cry lah! u make me wanna cry. hheh.
after that baby had to head home as he is werking night shift today. :( i wonder how is it gg to be if we're married. when im out for werk, he'll be reaching home from werk. when i reach home, he's out for werk. very bad lah gitu. tsktsktsk.
but nevermind, thats why i wanna have many many kids! LOL. so that they can keep me accompany when daddy is out for werk. best kan.. hHAHAH.
ok lah. i will update more once i get pic from alwi. :)
to be continued.....
.Friday, November 13, 2009 ' 11:28 PM Y
hey sarahlee, thanks for the baju.... lawa.... heh.
omar and i have been doing this like so called short meet up every now and then. atleast im not grumpy for not having the chance to meet him. although its a while, yg penting both of us is enjoying our moment with each other. :))
last friday, we had a quick lunch together. super fast. he didnt even finish up his potion and he got to go... so so so.... tomolo we are meeting up for breakfast. yay! i hope he wont turn me down. like duh...
oouhhh btw, its friday the 13th today. and its TGIF! yay! i am looking forward for it. and alhamdulilah, im done with my proj. submission and yessa, 30th november is another submission.
busy busy busy.
btw, do u notice something? its been awhile since this blog is flood with omar's and my pic. i hope i wont forget to snap our pictures. hang on there readers. will be back real soon.
time for bed.
i heart you pple out there.. especially my fiancee. :)
.Tuesday, November 10, 2009 ' 8:35 PM Y
well, lately ive been depressed i guess. ive been crying almost every single night. tak percaya... up to you lah. LOL.
ive been wondering tau why am i putting mysf in this situation thinking so hard for it while pple just macam tk peduli. u get wat i mean. haiz, its been years baru now i want to make this clear for mysf. lol. tk terlambat kan??
hmm....
so later part u will see ALL my photos yg i smile very the wide.com. i dun want to sedih2 everynow and then (which i hope i can maintain it). i would just go with watever ALLAH had decide for me. i noe that he knows me better than anybody in this wide world. kan kan kan.
u know, every single day at werk i will be listening to music. music is the one that makes me think wide. better than nothing. each time i hear what the singer want to elaborate, makes me think. think and think and think, now, im like this. deciding to change for the future. best kan. music just makes me happy.
u knoe, last week was a hard week for me. im down with many issues in my life. i hold my tears and tried very hard not to cry at werk. its hard for we (gurls) to do it. at times, when u just cant hold it, it would just drop w/o u knowing it. its hard. i just hope one day, man would understand why we (ladies) cant control our emotions. that marks we are much much sensitive than them. right?
that is where this book came about. men is from mars and women is from venes. (whatever lah the title) ive been wanting to buy that book, been ages lah. cheh! (HINT!)
sometimes eh, when we think too much of things, we would just get diggy kan. takpe, take a deep deep breathe and SMILE very wide. VERY VERY VERY VERY WIDE. heh. then close your eyes and smile again. continue smiling. tu kan sedekah. hahaha.
anyways, im tired of smiling....
btw, ive been hearing this song, from kerispatih. old song, but it contains alot of things in it.
Jangan lagi kau sesali keputusanku
Ku tak ingin kau semakin kan terluka
Tak ingin ku paksakan cinta ini
Meski tiada sanggup untuk kau terima
Aku memang manusia paling berdosa
Khianati rasa demi keinginan semu
Lebih baik jangan mencintaiku aku dan semua hatiku
Karena takkan pernah kau temui, cinta sejati
[Reff:]
Berakhirlah sudah semua kisah ini
Dan jangan kau tangisi lagi
Sekalipun aku takkan pernah mencoba kembali padamu
Sejuta kata maaf terasa kan percuma
Sebab rasa ku tlah mati untuk menyadarinya
Semoga saja kan kau dapati
Hati yg tulus mencintaimu
Tapi bukan aku
[Repeat reff]
ahhhh..... feeling kan.... i know. jgn sedih/nangis tau teman2 ku. infact releks. mak gue kata, we have to make an effort to undastand others.
oklah.... lets sambung dgr lagu. makes me wanna dance lah pulak kan. mesti lah lagu rnb. tak kan jiwang gini kan. paham sume?
LOL.
klah. nite!
.Sunday, November 08, 2009 ' 11:37 AM Y
let me start with a big smile on this bright sunday. i am happy as everything is fine now. alhamdulilah.
i miss my fiancee so much till i feel macam nak lemas. ok bedek. i miss him so much so yest i was trying my luck to ask him for dinner together. nasib he agree tau. kalau he tak agree, aku frust menongek lagik... hmm....
thanks for agree-ing. see you later after your morning shift. (org gile je tau keje on sat and sun) haha.
wondering why these pple nye pic ade kat sini? i miss them too lah... including their partners.. sume dah mcm bro love. best kan? alwi dgn nora je lah okies?! haha...
gang, jok lah kite ge picnic.... cycling ker???? jok lah... plan something please!!!
miss korang banyak banyak okies!!!!
okok. part ni u all have to pay extra attention okies.
NOVEMBER IS HERE... so tahu2 je lah...
its the right time for me to request some of the things that i want or wish to get. LOL!
1. nokia hp. (the one that is like N76 but the mini version) Boleh?
2. BAJU!!! i need that. i admit i easily get sick and tired of my clothes easily. Boleh?
3. tiket pergi ke luar negeri? Batam pun jadi lah. Boleh?
4. jacket yg mcm kat esprit tu. nora, u knoe kan yg mane satu hehe. ;) Boleh?
5. kasut yg kat Bata tu boleh? alwi u noe kan yg mane... Boleh?
ok yg nie last,
6. sponsor majlis perkahwinan aku boleh? BOLEHHHHHHHHHHH?!
haha. u all consider lah eh... tak dpt ni pun tkpe, janji dpt kasih sayang korang sume... HAHHAHA
love, yaya.
i dont live to impress you but i live to impress my FUTURE HUSBAND. he knows me better than you do. 
Beef Lasagnia
chilli crab spaghetti
sourdough dunnoe what. recommended!!!
