sick and tired of werking. i just wanna quit sometimes. if its not about my future, i will do it. haiz.

my fiance have been great giving me encouragement thruout my werking days. both of us is getting busy. not much of meet up nowadays. futhermore he is werking part time to get extra cash for our big day. :)

oh, raya is coming. i am sooo going to be very busy cleaning my house and making kuih. lately, i have been doing ot's at werk. busy with the current project. that marks why my blog is getting a bit dusty. hahaa.. recently i had a great meet up with the nafa gang. although not much that came down, but it was great! shesha over the night is the main thing that i am looking forward. futhermore mix with the stressness of my werking life. its paid off man. haha. i mcm paham kan??

went down to geylang with nana, iwan, their two kids and beloved fiance. i was touched although he is tired, he came down to meet me. touched sgt. futhermore, its been a while tk jumpe. :)))) suke!!!!

well, u knoe what am i currently waiting? im waiting for my pay lah!!! payday payday! haha...

*b, i am treasuring the moment i have with you. you are wat i am looking for, for my future. i love you. :D

buke with the family and relatives over at the nana's place. well its sooo fun! :D

i love it. lets do it again....

ohh mann.... lets welcome the month of ramadhan. i was very very happy but at the same time i am sad.

i was busy doing my werk when bikna call. she was crying talking to me. i was shocked. i thought something bad had happen to her. she was sad that tomorrow is the first day of fasting and she wants to go back to abg mimi's place. when i heard her crying, i was holding back a bucket of tears underneath my eyes. i could handle it but to let it go.

ouh god, i hope she is able to cope with everything. i hope she is doing fine. i wouldnt want to lose another person in my life. it is soo painful. i just cant wait for her to be with me. when she is with me, i know she is safe... :'(

i want to apprieciate everyone's in my life. be it far or near.

well, in one more month time, hari raya is here. i miss abah. i miss his kecoh-ness when raya is coming. haiz... i hope he come to see me every single day. i miss him badly. :'(

ya Allah.... tenang kan lah hati hamba mu ini...

al fatehah..

alamakkk!!! i forgett!!!

HAPPY 83 MONTHSARY to my dearest, beloved fiancee. next month our relationship turn 7 years. happy or whatt!!!

:D

i was busy at werk when he send me MMS. his words were simple, but he shoot me right to my heart. it just make me fall for him even more. mcm mane lah i tak pampered you b! :) haiz....

well, susah tau nak dpt sweet messages from him.. makan bulan kot. he always say to me, i tak boleh ckp selalu, kena ckp sekali sekala.... now i know why.... tapi kan... i nak selalu lah boleh? boleh kan! boleh belah kot! ok i tahu...

:(

tgh tahan ketawa ni

:)

tgh tahan lagi nieeeee....

:(

ape........... k give up.. HAHAH

:)

:D

HAHA.

eeeeee geramm nyeee.... blogger memang bermasaalah ahh... i wanna reboot my comp ahh.. haiz.....

werk was fun today. tk banyak nag... alhamdullilah. i hope this will maintain selalu....

currently i cant wait to go meeting on friday.. mcm best and mcm paham lah aku nanti... lagi2 aku tgh pegang 2 proj skg. LOL.

lagi mcm paham kan.

k best!

malam teman2 sume...

b, mane you ni tk alik2... dah nak tidoooorrrr nieee...

:D

very funny lah today when im on my way to werk.

well, every single day i would bump into this guy. he live's at gombak and thats the reason why i know him. so, this morning, after i alight at ct hall, as usual, i would walk my way to werk. listening to MP4, hoping for someone to msg or call me, but selalu tkde. hampe.

well, back. i was walking feeling2 like supermodel lah kan, then this guy, he walk beside me, just like a friend. so i was like, OKAYYYYY, maybe i shall walk slower. he then overtake me. then i was like, OKAYYYY, maybe balak dah lepas.

suddenly, got this woman walking towards us, so he gave way by stopping exactly beside me. i was like, ALAMAK!!! balak belum lepas ni. he was like staring at me all awhile. MAK KAU! tk kena gaya siol. so i gave up. i look at him. give him my minah face. then he show the hand signal to ask me to pluck out my earphone. so i did. and i say, YE!

then he ask me, you stay gombak eh... i was like, duhh ah2.... (padahal dah selalu nampak kat MRT) ape ckp! then he ask me, your face seems to be familiar ahh. then i say, AH2... TAK KENAL KER??? THERES ONCE YOU WANT TO GET TO KNOE ME, BUT THEN IM YOUR CUSSIN. IGT?! haha.. member trus muke sort. LOL. but anyway, i dun treat him special pun, dah abg sedara aku pun... HAHA.

i feel like smacking his face for keep on saying i look familiar. LOL.

well, at least there's someone i know and i can chat with thruout my journey to werk.. takde lah bosan sgt kan... :D

klah, im off to bed. busy and tired lah. too many maths calculation is inside my mind. :(

i miss my fiancee, very much. i miss him like hell. i wanna have a quick date if thats possible. pls pls pls. :(

well, werk is tough. i am so pissed off sometime. everyday i hope its fri. i need a long break. after probation i want to have a long weekend boleh? grr... tak sabar lah... nak ke mauritius ahh.... best nyer... dalam mimpi ku agaknye.

for now, no matter what friday will be my happiest day. when friday is here, i will be like, THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY! - TGIF!!!!

my werking life just shucks big big time. i am pushing mysf to be strong to face the hard side of life. calling up supplier and meeting dateline is a hard thing for me. i am still new and sometime pple ard me is testing my patience.

well, think positive is the best thing, but afterall, i just need a break. haiz.

i hope i am able to absorb many many things. ASAP! my team member is very supporting and nice pple to be with. except for one. which i tknk elaborate. (positive dayah) grrr!

each day i will be expecting hubby's off day. which mean i am able to tell him many many stories. but kan, some pple on the other hand pulak mcm tk senang tgk kite. i very confuse tau. i am not someone yg nak influence my hubby to do this and that. only my closest frend will know me well. plus only him will understand me better than that person.

i was touched to see him making a point to make up with me when things get messy. finding solution to make both party happy. but sometimes many other things upset me the most. looking ard me why pple would one to be very nasty to us. why?

for now, both of us is holding on to each other hand very tightly to go thru all this. we believe that one day all that will be over for us. and yes, future is always there waiting for us. (insyaAllah). we want nothing, but happiness.

haiz.

life oh life... god or god... i am living each day with many sad stories/obsticles. nothing is fair.

being with my man/family makes me a happy woman in life. nothing i could ask for. nothing.

:''''(

YAY! congrats to me for being able to be PATIENCE enuf with blogger. pics is up now! yahoo!

well last week weekends was the great. sheesha and laughing gas was the fun thing for me. looking at them laughing just make me smile and appreciate my day better. especially when i saw hubby enjoying himself although he was tired.

omg. i didnt know theres a guy that is very very very the down to earth kalau bercinta.

perhaps, i was happy to see sarah and azri love story. i will nvr fail to read them each time im on the net. never ever! i was happy for her to get someone better in life. not saying dulu tk better, cume takde chemistry lah eh. well, azri was very very very sweet to make sarahlee happy each day.

nevertheless he forget to make sarah smile WIDEEEEE each day. be it with his messages, kat fb, ke kat mane2.she is so blessed. and i think azri ni org nye ONE IN A MILLION KOT? haha. bukan nak ckp no guys is like that cume belum terserempak kot. haha. well to azri, never stop doing that. never ever. gurls will be appreciated each time guys did the way u did. :D

u know, each day is a beautiful day untuk drg. best kan.

tak sabar lah nak tgk krg nye happy ending. i mean, naik pelamin lah. HAHA.

well best wishes to the both of you. :D

i think kan, blogger and facebook mmg tk suke aku. haha. veryyy irritating tau. dah almost TEN times i tried to upload picture,ttp tk boleh... plus plus. katblog nak letak photo pun tk blehh.. grr... manjyak susah ohhhh!!!!

well, my dearest hubby weekend off was fun. i enjoy it. very the much.

saturday:

went to arab street with my cousins. plus rayyan nawfal and elfie enzanaki was there too.. (pesta malam mudi lah) we had shesha. then after that we head to mustafa center to get barang baik. HAHA. hahah.... i cant help it. i enjoy very the much. i hope hubby is enjoying his off day too. plus, he is driving manual on that day. (MANUAL FREAK LAH)

Sunday:

went to jemputan with mum dad and hubby. tot of gg fishing, but then, i declined it. we head to mount faber to take pictures. we went back to tampines. while waiting for him to change, i clean up my uncle's car.

thennn..... i saw him walking back towards the carpark dgn muke panik.

i asked.

me: knp u? carik ape? (why u? finding what?)
hubby: motor i?! (my bike?!) *plus his face yg kanchong*
me: haha. motor kan kat yishun. ahahhahaha... (ur bike is at yishun what? ahahahaha...)
hubby: *muke relieved* wahh... panik lah i! igt kan hilang lagik ahhh!!! jgn seh hilang!!!! (wahhh panic ahh!!! i tot lost for the second time!)
me: ahha. (i cannot stop laughing at him.) *jgn lah karma*

LOL.

after that we went to mount faber to catch the firewerk. but too bad lah! once we park our car, the firewerk pun dah abis. soo the upsetting siak! grrrrrr!

but afterall, i had a great day with him. everything was fun. :D

how's ur weekend?! mine was great!

alhamdulilah syukur.
syukur
syukur
syukur

well blogger really need a service!

playing around with my feelings.

i thought i could upload picture, but haprak lah!

grrr.....

i had breakfast with the relatives at woodlands after so long...
then the makciks2 wants to go to kampung jawa to find baju for raya....
after kampng jawa, next stop is geylang!
the parking at joo chiat is v v v small!
waited for about 15 min before we could find a slot.

i love my today. it was fun! very very very fun!

i just got home.
am so tired right now.

meet up with sue and alwi.
head down to sarahlee's work place at vivo.
i wanted to cry when i saw she hold back her tears.
gerl, be strong! :)
i miss you too babe!

well, we plan alot of things.
like gg out for dinner, overseas.
heh. cant wait!
i hope all that will come true!
REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!

well, we had coffee double chocolate just now.
and now i am having a problem which i dont feel sleepy now!
thanks MR ALWI.
grr...
agak agak this coffee can last sampai 3am tau!

ahahaha...

okok. i wanna facebook!

i am happy. too happy to be with him all the time. no word can ever explain the feeling.
each fight that we go thru, open up our mind to make us realise every single thing.
it happens for a reason...
i am happy that we manage to overcome it.

alhamdullilah. amin.

i cant wait for next week. mon, tues, sat and sun is his off day.
mcm combo meal gitu lah. buddy meal kot!
lagi lagi time dia nye off day on sat n sun....
like finally he off on weekends. double hapiness!

yay!

good news, ive got the job. but as a receptionist for a start.
its okay. i will just have to think positive.
lets take it as a challenge in life.
positive is what hubby always tell me.

:)

monday i will be collecting the gown at serangoon broadway.
will be meeting nora and ewin.
after so long never meet, i am happy to meet them.
gossip ker? no lah, networking. :P

HAHA.

this coming wed will be the first day at werk.
lets hope everything goes fine.
:)
:)

lets start saving.

tapi mcm susah gitu.

haha

and yes!

seafood next month baby!!!!

seafood galore! YUMMYYYYY!!!!!

loves you!

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