it's lovee♥

.Wednesday, April 29, 2009 ' 4:41 PM Y

yest after critique we had dinner together. i will for sure miss my nafa gang. trust me theyre worth to be with. if only maj and agus is here with us. im sure it would be great. :D

our plan was to go to mad jack for dinner. but its full so we had to wait for them to call us before we could dine in. so next, after dinner was supposed to go for bowling, but since some of them eat soooo slow (you knoe i knoe), then the plan change to arcade plus pooling. haha.

go go go grab those photos. :D

so yest night before im off to bed, i was telling omar how much i miss ning. i ask him to take a photo of ning and send to me. so when im awake, i was soooo into this photo. look at her.. she poses well dont she. haha. i miss her lah. i wish i could carry her if only she doesnt chase me ard. HAHA.

my sweet lil ning.

for now i just ant wait for omar's off day. omg. i just wanna released streessss... i wanted to go to underwater world badly. so sudden kan.

bring me there can?

yours truly, hidayah.♥

.Monday, April 27, 2009 ' 9:53 PM Y

officially im left with 53 more days. weeheee!!!

yours truly, hidayah.♥

. ' 9:20 PM Y

i was having a bad bad bad day a few days back. but here i am feeling abit better after that critique 4. which mean, officially im done with FYP. next stop, exhibition and hist. haiz.

this time round, i feel that this is the worst route ever. i had so many breakdown. i cried for dunnoe how many time. like sooo many many many. stress lah. i tell u ady what.. im so emotional. haha

klah. those are my rendering for the theatre that i am proposing. enjoy. ive given my best and yes. i love my werk. :D

retail area

lounge area

reception area

private room corridor

small screening area

open screening area

ok nite!

yours truly, hidayah.♥

. ' 9:05 PM Y

i wanna thank omar for helping me with my sch model. like seriously i shucks at it lah. lucky ade omar. i think if he didnt do it for me, the wall couldnt even stand. HAHA. thanks ehh baby. he said suddenly he feels macam sch boy. haha. cute lah he.

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well its been weeks since i last played pet society. i miss my annabel soooo much. i'll be back soon baby. wait for me ye!

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finally bear, i get to hug you tonight. arghhh.. i am soooo sleepy. i miss sleeping with my lovely teddys. soo many sampai dunnoe which one to choose. HAHA.

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this boy here have been helping me with seriously alot of things. be it sch or what. sunday was the worst nightmare ever. he keep on sending me to the printing shop. ho boy, poor you. but i gave you two dollar kan pasal u menang bet. LOL.

bottom line, i love you.

thank you for helping me in anyways.

yours truly, hidayah.♥

.Wednesday, April 22, 2009 ' 11:47 PM Y

I LOVE THIS SONG. DEDICATED TO MY SPECIAL BOYFRIEND CAN?

I KNOE I LOOK MCM FREE BUT IM BUSY LAH.

I MISS BLOGGING. WAIT FOR ME OKAY! I WILL BE BACK.

yours truly, hidayah.♥

. ' 11:21 PM Y

my mum very gerek kan. she buys for me kit kat cus she noe that i need it badly.

HAVE A BREAK HAVE A KIT KAT. :D

yours truly, hidayah.♥

.Tuesday, April 21, 2009 ' 9:22 PM Y

pretty pretty busy. wish me luck for the final lap baby.

drop dead ady.

yours truly, hidayah.♥

.Sunday, April 19, 2009 ' 8:13 PM Y

this term is the worst ever breakdown that ive been thru. the pressure that i am carrying now much more heavier that i carry usually.

sometimes, i will just have to cry to let the stressness go away. once i cried, i think i feel better. but later it will still be back hanging on my shoulder. omar said that i cant werk in a place with alot of pressure and stressful . yeah he is right. i am soo not going to werk after graduate. (ok i lied)

omg. my order is here. ive to eat and be right back to werk again. haiz....

pls pls pls let me go thru this. its my last lap.

yours truly, hidayah.♥

. ' 3:06 PM Y

will be back again on 27 april. been busy. :/

yours truly, hidayah.♥

.Wednesday, April 15, 2009 ' 3:58 AM Y

its 410am in the morning. i wanted to sleep. but before that, let me blog something.

i wanna thank him for being there for me during those difficult times. we've been thru alot together. thanks for encouraging me to be strong every single time. ure the best.

whenever i feel down, i knoe who i can approach beside my close friends. i feel comfortable sharing my feelings and thoughts with him. he could understand me in every angle.

whenever i feel down or about to fall, he is there to make me stand tall (although im short).

when im alone, he'll make sure im okay and safe. he will accompany me whenever he is free.

i always look high on him not becos he is tall. i respect him for what he is and what he had done to me. i appreciate every single thing he did for me/to me. theres nothing that i could ask for more, uve did ur best. u gave me motivation so that i could stay strong. u shower me with endless loves. i dont need roses to be appreciated, its just you that i need to be with me.

i love you, omar.
:)

thank you.

yours truly, hidayah.♥

. ' 1:23 AM Y

HIDUP SUSAH, MATI PUN SUSAH.

FINALLY IVE STAND FOR MY RIGHT AND DO MY PART.

yours truly, hidayah.♥

.Tuesday, April 14, 2009 ' 12:35 AM Y

btw when i was busy, omar text me like sound very very very important.

omar: u guess what?!

i called him straight. i very the pantang when pple msg me like got ?! haha. it sound sooo serious u see. somemore he is werking so i was like, ohh maybe something bad happen! so i asked why? what happen? then his back ground was like very very very noisy. what do u expect kan kat psa? haha.

then i asked him to text me since he sound fine. so he was like, u knoe, its been two days i didnt smoke. so i was like, serious???!!!!! then he say yahh... i did it AGAIN bcos of YOU. i am touched (ouched). i think ive motivate him alot. and i know by being mad at him just doesnt werk, in fact we should like give them encouragement. i think he did great.

i always advice him to stop smoking as it is not gd for his health. i started to realise to take things slow and never force him to do it immediately. patience is all it takes. and i think maybe for now, my name is IMAN. thats why i can be patience. :) *inside joke lah*

yours truly, hidayah.♥

. ' 12:20 AM Y

i am very very pissed! seriously. my gang and me have been doing hist for the whole day and guess what?!!!! no hist lesson lah sehhh! punya lahhh pissed, tapi bgs lah... haiz, i think if we dun spent our time doing hist, we will be like 1/4 done for our model. setuju? haiz...

SAKIT HATI OHHH.... manyak pedih ohh ni hati...

yours truly, hidayah.♥

.Sunday, April 12, 2009 ' 1:56 AM Y

i wouldnt want to ask for more this time. i enjoyed mysf today and so does he. i think we spent great quality time together.

what keeps us so eager to meet each other is to watch that fast and furious 4. fuhh works lah! i like it. but i dun fancy old car. like that type of old cars. soorrryyy dear, different taste. :D

after movie at great world, we head to tampines one. woah. many pple lah! mcm suffocate gitu! tk boleh angkats!!!! will be gg there once the crowd is down. after that we head to changi beach for his sec sch reunion.

it was fun. his friends were out going. not those pathetic onces i would say. nasib got no minah. so i click well with them. love it lah. i think today was fun. very fun.

so now, back to sch stuff. part tu dah tk fun. haiz!

i love you so much. hang on there for many many suprises. :D

yours truly, hidayah.♥

.Saturday, April 11, 2009 ' 3:39 AM Y

its 3.40am. im still here doing my sch werk from 1 pm. lappy have been a great on with me since i first use it. thank you darla! i promise to take care of you. beside that, ive bought u a hardisk. so that both of you can be connected together. work together as a team. pls be very nice to me through out this cranky journey! i love you okay.

mum actually ask me out to joo koon. mind you joo koon just to go to harvey norman sale. ouh mum, im soo busy with sch werk. thanks for understanding and fyi, this sch werk tak akan abis sampai 27 april. doa kan yg terbaik lah untuk anak mu ini. :)

while i was doing werk, sisterhood travelling pants have been accompanying me. :D lovely or what kan?! it reminds me of my truely lovely friends that i have since ite. i seriously love them. while watching it, i giggle and smile. ouh man. i miss them. its been awhile since we had meet up! im soo sorry. nora and me have been busy for this upcoming days/weeks/minute/hour. soon okay!

to sarahlee, i know ure out of sg. travelling again?! argh. im so jeles of you okay darling! i hope mum will sponsor me once i grad for a short getaway. i seriously need it.

to sue, oh gurl. i knew i was sweet enuf to remind u about today's show! i love you too lah!!!! ure the one that have been a distance far away from us. i know what uve gone thru. be strg darla!

to nora, u must be very very very busy with sch werk. and so, i dun want to dist u. but bear that in mind to take a rest if u need to. or else, u fall sick bebeh!

to alwi, yes this man have been accompanying me for the past dunnoe how many days. haha. thanks for being there lah! i knoe ure sweet. cume org lain je yg tk nmpk! stupid kan drg. suke nah main kan perasaan kau. as i said, u will get sumone worth it. tunggu aje okay! *hacks* :D

i have lovely friends. so do you?

btw omar text me telling me how jeles he is after reading my previous post. ok boy, u rock my socks everyday. to tell you frankly, ure on my top love list. beside my family lah kan. we've been together for almost 7 years, how can i not put u on my top love list kan. ;)

so fyi omar, yes, ure much hotter lah dari tu paul walker. puas hati? besok meet up i ambek gmbr muscle u lah then i blog. hahaa.

what a cute bf.

btw alwi, when u type the werd syg, my heart beats faster. its not that im falling for you. but when u say it, i can feel/see how lovely u gonna be when u get a gf. :) yes next lover, bukit batok. its me kan!

hehehe...

yours truly, hidayah.♥

.Friday, April 10, 2009 ' 4:07 PM Y

aduhhhh lemah nye lahhhh aku tgk si paul walker nie.... gua tk boleh angkat.... i was doing my werk when i heard this dj was like giving comment about this story and what i recalled was, paul walker. fuhhh hensem nye lah kau niiiieeeeeee.... HOT!!!!!

i was too excited to watch that show that i go net and watch for 5 minute... maaf lah omar. i know our date untuk besok is to watch this. i know. but cannot control... 5 minute aje peerrr... :)

and i also download the movie lah sehhhh!!!! hahahahaha...... kemarok berok lah aku nie!!!! nak masuk kan kat dalam mp4 ahhh!!!!! fuh tk sabar nak watch nie cite!

last lasttt.... toooo into it untill the wallpaper also i change. tak boleh angkats....

yours truly, hidayah.♥

. ' 1:38 PM Y

i am so sick of cadding and everything. i wish i can pay someone to do my werk. kalau lah aku kaya dah aku antar. aduhhhh sakit hati betul buat benda2 sebegini. :(

knp lah mcm tk abis?! rasa nye mcm ashik buat aje tapi mcm tkde perubahan. kn ehhh...

YA ALLAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

yours truly, hidayah.♥

. ' 12:06 AM Y

i cannot believe that we're actually cutting out boards at one of the sch corner. i dunnoe what nafa have been doing with our money. can they pls create a place whereby there's alot of tables and chairs. so that we can sit and do our werk comfortably. haiz....

they can change the sch logo but cannot build more classrooms. wat a life man.

yours truly, hidayah.♥

.Wednesday, April 08, 2009 ' 11:49 PM Y

aduhhh sakit nye hati..... i was doing my werk and mum accidentally hit my lappy charger and there it goes, 'die-ed'. i was like... MAKKKKKKK~ then my mum was like APE~ i panic and run to the socket trying to fix it. but too bad. now its dead. totally dead.

:(

why today???

aiyooo...

i ask my cussin to buy for me the charger since he is werking at sim lim, abeh tu, salah charger pulak. lagik sakit hati :( huhu... aku dah lah kena buat bnyk keje. then boleh salah pulak. ape lah nasib aku.

btw, ive got my hardisk. like finally a bigger space for everything. pls be nice to me. thank you!

this morning when i was in the bus with nora, this aunty was like rushing to alight, she step on my little tiny toe and i was like aduhhh.... sakit nye. i get soooo fed up i just slide my leg to her and hit her. BOLEH?! haha. i dunnoe why i do that for. like my leg move by itsf. haha.

now i feel bad. i got my retribution. that is my charger is spoilt. if i hadnt kick her leg, my charger would not have died on me. :(

btw some jokes before i start on my sch werk.

omar was cracking some jokes with me and i was like,

me: ure always full of rubbish lah! HAHA
omar: haha. rubbish? if i rubbish u my rubbish bin! HAHA
me: no cannot. u lah rubbish bin cus u wear green today. mcm tong hijau. AHAHHAHAHAHA

i couldnt stop laughing at him. how cute. :D

okay back to sadness. :(

huhu. god, forgive me.

yours truly, hidayah.♥

. ' 12:07 AM Y

sch is stressing me out. i feel that i have been doing werk for the past few days, but the werk load is still heavy. my back is aching. every where is aching. i need a gd sleep/rest. right now i am juggling time with many things. haiz. stress u know!

see my eye bag. mcm nk burst kan. nasib got this burn tool kat photoshop boleh edit. HAHA.

klah back to werk lah ehk. gua stress ah beb!

yours truly, hidayah.♥

.Monday, April 06, 2009 ' 3:13 PM Y

had a wonderful date with omar. we're supposed to go town for some window shopping but in the end, we go for photoshoot. sue, thanks for the cammy! love ya and ur cats! :D

omar is a good photographer. i cant deny it. he is. he ask me to be his model. so mcm paham lah kan. but i, as a gerek gf to him, i just cant turn him down. so i just follow je lah ape dia nak. HAHA

i think, both of us have a lovely/wonderful date. dinner with him at coffee bean is the best. it will be one of the great memories with him. i couldnt ask more from him. i think he have given his best to me. and i think, i should appreciate him as for what he is.

amcm, omar? touching kan i. i know!!!! HAHAHA..

picture is not in sequence. so enjoy!

and i think this shot is the soooooo glamourous lahh... hahaa.... soo original.

i enjoy my day, so do you?!

yours truly, hidayah.♥