hello. im not mad anymore. HAHA! now im happy! :)

yest, i went out with him! heh. i mean OMAR! i met him at tampines. i waited for him for so long! haiz. its always me that haf to wait for him. :( dah nasib aku, aku rase.. but its okies. he did appologise. :)

we went to hougang to send camera to my cuz. then head to town. we went to the cathay. we had our dinner at p.s. then we rushed to hospital to see my cuzzin. mum makes him shy. she asked OMAR in front of my cuz whether he likes me anot. haha! we luk at each other and we smile. heh. aunts and uncles keep dist us. haha. i was so malu!

after that, we went to VIVO! cool. we do our shopping there. we bought a shirt at pull and bear. theyre having sale! its cheap! i must come back again!

we then sit outside vivo. we had popcorn and big gulp. haha. sat down and talk. he is realli luking ahead to be with me. hhaahaha. he is so random. he likes to plan things so soon. we talk abt kids. he's so funny!!!! ahahahaha!!!! but no. i dun want to think abt that too soon. i wanna study hard and take care of my parents :). that is wat i wanna acheive. i wanna get a gd job. i want to get my HONDA FIT!

ouh ya. back to otw to hosp. theres this lorry gangster that wanna race with us. that person must be mad! he drove the lorry so fast! my dear then went to the right lane and speed. (sampai terlepas exit!) its COOL!

we reached hom at 12.10 am. we surf net. its fun. we kept on laughing together. (pity wanni. she haf to tolerate us for that nite) hahas.

ouh ya! BTW,

im so angry rite now. very angry. pple are now pitching all over me. i feel like smacking them with my badminton racket!!

to sumbody:-

why wont u said it straight to my face if u hate me?? dun haf to hint me with all ur msges. ure so coward! idiot! &*^$%#$$#&%$@&*%@$ cant u see that ure such a coward??

im so angry!!!!!!!!!!! even my bf makes me angry! arghh!! wth is going on?! everybody is showing all their true colours! show it more! i wana see more of it! and ill show u mine!!! F**K! bingit nie!!! i feel like screaming. but parents are sleeping. :( i feel like running away from all this shit! bloody hell!

to the bf:-

shout at me more louder! i love it so much! shout to me till im deaf! i noe that is wat u want!

now, another issue. my hp bill is cut off. thank god! no more fon calls for me. i love it. i'll be changing my number again. sooner or later.

now, another issue. my cussin, met with accident just now. he's in a bad condition rite now. lets pray for him. and im angry with those drivers nowadays! they drive anyhow. shit! (wonder how u pass ur TP) how can u said that my cussin is speeding, while u urslf is at a filter lane. and u shld stop and see whether there is any vehicle. ure the one that is wrg! u hit him frm the back and u said that he is speeding. bull shit! u are the one that is speeding! no common sense!

i think i had enuf. i dun wanna keep on cursing anyone tonite. too tired to curse. haiz.

ok. i slept over again at su's house yest. haiz. but this tyme plus alwii.... hmm.. as usual kip on laughing together at night. but this tyme round, plus her mum. her mum is so lepak!! cool mum..
ok. i wanna ask sumthing. what do true friends mean to you? issit when the person is always beside u, u called that true friend? or issit when they pampered u, u called it true friends?? haiz. i just dun get the picture. but watever. to me, true frends are friends that never backstab u. it doesnt matter wether theyre always wih us anot. but as long as we never backstab each other, that is called true friend!! i believe in that. so, wat abt u??

hmm. watever. i had a big fight yest. im sad. but its okies. i take all his werds. :) although im sad, i can still smile. and i take su's mum werd. that is jgn tunjuk kan sangat yg kite nie kejar2 kan die. nanti die igt kite tk laku.!! hmmph.. c.. i can still survive. :)

im still the same happy idiot!!

ok. i gtg. bye.

hello. im sleeping over at sue's house tonite. :) yeah. so happy. tomolo ade tournament badminton with nora and alwi. i will be partnering with su. hahas. si gila tu!!! haha. mesti kalah. hahaha. nothing much to say uh.

just now met nora alwi and su. went to bpp. ate at long john silver. standard uh tmpt fav kite. hahas. i mean, tnpt makan fav kite. hahas. after makan, went to snap photo under the void deck. so funn!! happening!! heh..

after all those snapping of photo, went straight home to take my clothes then straight to su's house. ouh ya, we went to pasar malam. we had sweet corn just now. sweet eh.. haha..

ok lah. its 11.40pm ready. nk tgk tv! bye!! hahas... BYE!! nid to rest cus besok ade tournament!! BYE!!!

today i was woke up by my hubby. he's so sweet uh. i cant resists it! :P he called me several times but i kept rejecting. i tot he's calls are just a normal morning wake up call for me. but hey. its not!! i picked up his calls and asked me to open my house door. so i asked him for wat. he said. just open it. tadaaa... there he is standing rite in front of my door smiling and luking at me and said, "suprised!" heh. he's sweet uh! i feel like hugging him. but i havent bath! haha. masih masam lagik!

so i asked him to sit inside my house while i mandi first. wani and him tgk cartoon. he kept on smiling while watching cartoon. thats he's favourite tv show. he loves cartoon. never change. :) i prepared food for him and then we ate together. after eating, we surf net. he's sweet again. the previous post was from him. sweet uh die nie. i love you too dear. :* muack. he's is super sweet today. unlike other days. :) too bad that i cant spent my day too long with him. cus he haf to go to werk at 4pm till 4 am. so kesian. (keje baik2, bawak motor hati2.)

after sending him downstair, i went up and sleep like a pig! haha. it feels great!! haha. woke up and eat. clean my house. and then went to my aunt house to see fiqa. she so cute! she just reached home from town with her parents. i heard that united colours of benetton is havin a sale!! i MUST go!!

hey syg.. mr montelist here.. haha datz what u call me.. hmmp.. btw juz wana wish u hapi new year n hope we will b 2gether 4 eva.. N i LuV yA! fRm ThE BoTtOm Of My HeArT!!

ok. firstly i wanna thk gus!! he changed me blogskin! heh. happi. sorry nora, menyusahkan kau. haha. :) and i wanna thk gus again for typing in for me my wishes. and yes, of cus not! im not ready to get married. maybe when the tyme is rite! haha. gus. u drop my waterface!

its 11.30pm, i think i wanna sleep early today. as im not feeling well. :( gd nite frens!!

sunday

went to sarah n yati engagement. its fun! i went there with nora and alwi. then meet aza at sarah's place. i get to meet yahya, farehan and sharhan. its so fun! we kept laughing together none stop! so kecoh!

the ard 6pm, we bergerak to aza's place cus she wanna change her clothes and straight to yati's place at teban. aza father send us there by lorry! its so kecoh again. haha. i enjoyed it so much! haha..

monday

merry christmas to all. and not forgetting happy 1st bdae to elfiqa shakira! she's so cute! i feel like pitching her cheeks!

*bile nk ge dating lagi dear?

yest was so much fun! firstly, i was woke up by su's call. ask me to drive her to teban. nk spy lagik. haha. rush to her place then we speed to teban. after spying, went to SP, to send her library book. then straight to her home.

after sending her, meet my dearie at town. i feel so diff on that day. noe why?? cus he's treating me like a princess. i love you dear. heh. im so touched. suddenly he changed. he will hug me so tight. and not forgetting kiss me on my cheek like he use to do. sweet uh u dear. :) two thumb up. (do it again ok) im waiting heh.

then meet up with sue n alfian at far east. so shocked to see alot of my frends wondering at town. i met yan, shira, dyn and zu. then i saw izyan, aishah, ilah, q, and wan. heh. so happening uh!! :P then we planned to meet at esplanade. otw there, i sempat to take some photo. ouh ya. sue's bf bike, tube bocor. haha. kelakar uh!! tube lah. not tayar. duh! ape dah..

she came almost 9 i guess. then we lepak awhile together. i saw wan, frm ite. he's still the same. so shocked to meet most of my ite peeps. while lepak-ing, took some photo again. :)

after lepaking, went to fort rd. he's sweet again. when the wind is so strong, he took out his sweater and put them ard me. and he kiss me again. haha. im melting!! yest was so great! how i wish that could happen everyday! ouh ya. saw my aunt n families at there. heh. ok lah. ive to get ready to sarah amy's engagement. HAPPY ENGAGEMENT UH!! :)



afterall, he's the sweetest.

yay!! its a school holiday finally! its great!! i feel so malas to go to sch today! cus im in a holiday mood although sooner or later it will comes. :) i admit i was emo in the previous blog. yes i am. im so depressed with thing ard me. :( but who cares! i wanna forget everything. and i believe that one day i gonna be the most happiest person in the coming future! yeah.. hahas... i had faith in that!! janji rockkkk!!! yeah yeah...!!!

ok. in class i was loud today. maybe its the last day till my frend ask me. "why when teacher is ard ure so quite. but when she gone for break, ure so loud?" hahas.. i said "hey u wanna heard my story very funny!" hahas. i tried not to answer her. haha. im being so idiot again. haha. the i told them abt sue's story. abt the msn thingy. the syed thingy. haha. they laughed like hell! suddenly the class is like a zoo. can u imagine that. yeah!! haha. (yeah is the cool werd to use rite now!!)

ok, almost the whole class planned to cabut the design process lesson. but i didnt. (tu sume setan) hahaha.. ok. theres a fire drill in school! for the first tyme ever in NAFA!! cool. i missed those fire alarm in ite where all the students would gather in the field. :) dont u missed that?

today in design process, not many pple turn up. its so pathetic. and i feel that its a waste of tyme to go for that lesson today cus we didnt do much. only skecthess!! i spent two hours there doing sketches. haiz. wat a day today.

after school meet nora n alwi. went to ct hall to take picture. hahas. its cool. has been a long tyme taking funny pictures together. ouh ya. we wrote our wishes for singapore at this particular so called 'ball' its cool. funny. we sata t burger king. and we planned alot of things to do for our holiday. we planned to make a picnic at east coast. i miss doing that during our tyme in ite. so sweet... :)

but our plan is not confirm. still waiting for reply. hopefully u guys can make it! i miss u guys! :)

ok tired. let the pictures do the talking.

firstly wanna thk maj for the tagboard. SDjr and alwi, thks for teman-ing me in the sch lib doing my school werk.

after finishing all the hmwk, went to SP to eat. the foods there is really tempting! i feel like eating everything. its not only tempting, but the food there is so cheap. there's 6 foodcourts, kfc, mcdonald, pizza hut, 7-11, bang deli and many more. how i wish i was in that school. but too bad, they rejected me.

while waiting for su, alwi n me sit at foodcourt 3. i ordered ice kacang n a set of spring chicken i guess. its so cheap! i shared with alwi. while eating, alwi makes me burst into tears. i felt so down. it hurts me deep inside. (alwi, su, macam mane nie?? i feel so bad. am i choosing the rite one??) why u guys can see the good things in that person but not in him that i have now? it makes me cry even worst when i reflash those memories that i haf with him. is this a crap?? wake me up pls. im stuck.

i wanna forget everything! yes everything. i just wanna haf u in me. yes u. am i making this complicated to you?? its true that i gonna hurt sumbody sooner or later. but how do i move on without hurting that person??



*if you were here with me rite now.

oppsi... sorry guys. no tagboard! accidentally deleted it while changing my blog song. haha...

i cant blog yest. had a connection problem. its so hard to go to blogger yest. ok, tell u wat i did and wat happen yest n today.

19 December 2006

firstly, its my anniversary. its 4 years 3 mths old. =) as usual, to school. i had a bad day actualli bcos, i tend to slip and almost fall most of the tyme. its so paisey! its so cold. and im down with a fever and headache. =( reached home, i had a nap. its feels a lil better. i had a hard tyme doing my hmwk. i cant concentrate. but thankful that i just left with colouring for my hmwk. at 12 plus, im gone to my wonderful land. (sleep like a pig) heh.

20 December 2006

to school again. had typography and design drawing today. its a bad day again for me! i slipped and almost fall again. reached home early today. mums kept nagging today. im so stress!! its so noisy! i feel like throwing my things ard and shout "SHUT UP PLS!!! LET ME EXPLAIN EVERYTHING" it feels bad with u reached home trying to do ur school werk and pple kept nagging plus shouting. can u imagine how u gonna do ur werk in that kind of enviroment?

sumtimes, i wish i could run away from all these. run from all those problems that im facing. i feels so bad. :'( argghh.. forget it. im going to school tomolo to finish those assignments. i just cant concentrate at home. all i can feel is pple pitching me ard. it hurts. :(

those smile are fake actualli. it still hurts.

*two more days to holidays!

its 1.20am. ive just finish my freaking macromedia hmwk. its so pathetic. i hate it. so troublesome!

i'll be very busy this week. cus its week 7 and i haf to finish up most of the things! shit. tyme is running out! i got to chase the tyme. cus they wont chase me. haaha.

i still haf my tech drg that ive to finish up, design drg n design process. im so stress rite now! argghh. i think i nid to hire some senior to do my hmwk. :) ouh ya! im addicted to mario vazquer!! he's so cute! i love his gallery song! its so realistic rite farhan?? :) thks to ewin's blog! thats wer im addicted to..

i think i nid to catch some sleep. so tired i nid a rest. :)

i..... cant take.. seeing u with him........ lalalalalalalaalala...

i addicted to that song!!!! arggghhhh!!!

ok now here's the proper story of wat is going on over the weekend.

friday

the best day ever. its sue's bdae party. i slept over at sue's place. after the party, we went to east coast park. settle down at mcdonald. then went home. i mean, sue's homey. i cant sleep! dunnoe why, maybe tk biasa tdo ade org laki kott... :) haha. we watched grudge. after watching grudge, i still cant sleep. then at abt 5 am, my mum called me. and ask me to send daddy to werk cus die da lambat. speed back home. hey! im a drifter. hahas.

saturday

then in the morning, farhan n me send sue's mum to werk. then we head to sue place again. (tak mandi naik kete) haha. we had roti prata for our breakfast. su's mum bought 20 keping of roti prata! banyak tuu...!! (of cus lah aku mandi dulu aru makan) bukan macam org tu.. u noe i noe..

at abt 3pm, i meet my bf. then head to his house. haiz. its so bored! :( he keeps nagging at me. haiz. ape lah salah nye naik kete bwk pelan. kan safety tu... tul tk?? then went to east coast to eat. his frends all was so kecoh! haha.. so funny uh. can pecah perut seyy! after that we went to pasir ris park to meet his other fren again. sit down n chat. its so bored!! ngantok sey! *yawn* after chatting with his frends went home straight. my saturdays seems to be so boring! :(

sunday

its the makcik n pakcik day! i pick mum frm werk at tuas, then send her to wlds. then off to hougang to send the lil cutey pie of mine. (my nephew) then head to tamp to go jemputan with mum n makciks + my pakcik. its so kecoh inside the car. faham2 je lah makcik2 bual kn kuat!! haha.. cannot concentrate driving sey!! after the jemputan went to my aunt place at sembawang. i manage to sleep awhile! i only sleep for 4 hours on saturday! so tired. at 8 pm, send the car back to wlds. then head home back.

ouh ya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WANNI!!

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