TUESDAY



to sch. after lesson meet up with the bf. we went to VIVO. it was my idea to watch dark knight. macam interesting lahh. haha. but VIVO was too PACKED. and i suggest we go WEST MALL. i knoe the lame place. i think sana lagik peaceful. :)

the show was great! really GREAT! i feel like watching it again. sooo fun.... to those that nvr understand the show, its adviceable to watch it again. once u understand, the regret felling will fade. =)


after movie, we balik lah. reached home at 11.30pm. i can only see at 2am. the bf lah ngantok nak tido kejap. so i like bai jaga gitu. haha. i wake him up at 2am, and he said, takpe lah. bsk i antar u ge sch. u ge tido. ok part tu i sakit hati. but at the same time, i like thank him for sending. thanks hor baby.

WEDNESDAY

to sch. seminar shucks! and i regret going to sch. i shld have teman mum at home. she's sick, hope she will recover soon. pretty soon. amin.


i was slacking at home and i saw tis pic. hah. the bf edit it and send it thru my fon. sweet or what...!! ahhaa.. i was smiling widely macam JOKER. :P i called him to thank him. i said to him he was sweet. and he kip on laughing. haha.

i could see the sweetness in u.

okok. da malam. mata pun dah penat nie. tido kies kwn2. wa manyak sayang lu sume. :)

i sleep yesterday and today i cant sleep cus ive to do 15 skecthes for ID. time checked: 5.46am. ive just finish sketching, and i guess all are crap. HAH. yes as usual u noe me better. so i head to bugis with nora to print plan. but b4 that heads to tiwi house to edit it first.


i spent 10 on the plan. LIKE WAT THE HELL! 10 bucks for AO size. mahal sehh.. mcm rase kena tipu. HAHA. after printing, i meet up with the bf. his plan was to bring me to spore flyer for watever they called it a DRIFT or sumthing. i apologise cus i couldnt follow u. ive got things that nid to be done.


so to sedap kan ati die, i meet him at bugis and we go jalan2 awhile. i bought sushi for him. but in the end, i eat them all. ahhaa. niat mmg baik abeh org tknk makan, so kite abis kan lorr... nvr complain why im getting bigger each day. HAHA. u noe why bf. i always eat ur portion. :P





before heads home, he bought tibits for our online movie. i think now we're addicted to it. i think its a best thing to do. we u can talk loudly and at the same time, BONDING. yes thats the word. :)





we watched batman 1/4. and we found out that the show is actually not full. so buang masa. we then sit and talk. abis tu he have to leave at 11pm. cus he haf to catch the last train. i dont have enuf of him. i wish i could stop the tyme.

ok i think i shall sleep.

gd morning.

i will be very busy with sch werk soon. im on my gear one right now. soon, lappy and coffee will be my bestest friend ever. =) i cant wait to graduate. cepat lah....~

i am missing my bf rite now. i will be attending his ORD parade this saturday with his parents. fuh. the only last chance i could see him wearing his uniform. macho lah konon. HAHA.

ok now, to my friend, ________. i hope u make a right choice in life. i hope u would not regret the thing that u left behind. lead a happy life. but at the same time, i am so angry with u for like 'fooling' my friend's feeling again.

to the other friend, _______. life have to go on. remember karma. if he/she doesnt love u anymore, remember, i will always love you.

why would feeling change?
dear, meet up soon. manyak cite wa mau cite pat u.

sorry for not blogging. connection prob again. im sorry. and im sure ure still wondering how do i get to connect to the net. i pandai2 cocok one of the cable to the lappy and i manage to get in. fuhh... thank god. finally thats friends online that can teman me while doing sch werk. amin. syukur.

latest update. heh. bf and me just git the new hp. HAHA. pretty excited. :)

i feel so much better after talking to one of my fren abt how i feel with my relationship. atleast there's always sumone who cares abt me. i knoe in relationship there's always alot of ups and down. i knoe. but sumtime, all i can do is to pray to god supaya everything goes fine.

i knoe i cant be dragging him to understand me. there's this saying that says, you dont have to make pple understand you. you, yourself shld understand that person. i think thats logic. haiz. my god, why am i holding on with my tears?

im ok actually. serious. maybe think too much. thanks dear friend. thanks for the consultancy. i feel relieved. at least i bring out half of what i feel in life.

:)

was not busy at work today. nora and me help one of my designer to find a wallpaper. so we lepak at the material room. the designer instruct us to find something similar to the laminate colour, so we busy2 lah carik.. HAHA.

SUNDAY

i watched hancock yest with the bf. we had a simple date. watch movie, went for a walk and then heads home. simple yet time is spent in a gd way. hancock is a gdddd showw.... go and catch it. and i bet some of you like sarahlee and sue will be crying in the ending part. i was about to cry, but again i hold it. hold and hold and hold. alhamdulilah tk nangis. AHHA.

the show is sooo touching. im sooooo into that show. if i will have a chance to watch it again, i will. maybe on the net. free movie.. ok talk about free movie, do you knoe that yest this guy gave me free ticket. ya. he was standing infront of us.. like gabrah2 like that and he wen he turn ard, he saw this angel, me. HAHA. so he said, here free ticket, you can pass this ard. im soo shock. tapi aku ambek ticket tu and he left. he is like a superhero. now u see now u dont.

the ticket tat he gave me is a hancock show. i tried to check with the counter if they had a seat next to the 'free ticket' and nope. they dont have it. soo the counter man said that they can arrange a refund for me. HAHA. dapat ten dollar!! yepiee!!! best2! HAHAHA... thanks to that man for the free ticket. may god bless you hor.. :))

MONDAY

time 8.10am. ohh my god! im late for werk!!!!! okok i pretend. HHAHAH... i was ready to werk. but the nora sms me saying to me not to go to werk.. haiz... kau dah lah tahu aku nie senang diperdaya... HAHA..

so now, im at home blogging. haha. ok thats pathetic. i know. somehow, i need to rest. i mean, we need to rest. =)

enjoy ur day at werk lovelies.

i took bus later then usual. the main reason cus i wanna see my hot hunk omar running along teck whye. okok. i like soo random. but i really wanna see him running sehh.. mesti HOT kan... mcm davis cook. i think omar is hotter. OUCH. PANAS...

and the sungguh marah part is that bile bus lalu kat bustop tu, drg pun aru jer nak turun frm bukit and i didnt see him.. all i see is a grp of guys wearing yellow singlet running down the hill. :(( soo sad. okok. dah cukup.

look at this nora. she is soo happy cus she get to sit beside me. and the nearer we sit, the more noise we gonna broing out. HAHA.. our QS is very kecoh... and she keeps on speak malay baku with me. super chime her malay. she's a malaysian. AHHA..

sedang keje. sempat ambek gmbr... AHHA... best lah camwhore kat keje... mane gmbr main catching lain... HAHHA..

i had a nightmare. i dream that omar and me breakup and we nvr contact each other again. my heart pump very fast. and i can feel my mind is not werking rite. yes. i knoe its just a dream. but what if it happen?? DEJAVU? oh my god!!

the first thing i wake up, i thank god that it is a dream. second, i text him. and he laughed. im not joking. im serious. i keep on on thinking about it till now... yes now... and just now i text him and he said not to worry we've plan for our future. oh man, im soo glad that he said tat. at least bagi aku semangat.

okok. first day back to werk is boring. the whole day i edit kuehne + Nagel proj. i rendered the floor plan, and then edit plan. and edit and edit the same thing. my goshhh... its sooo bored. and nora, the whole day she mount perspective and cut and cut and cut... hahhaa... boring....

after werk went to bugis meet alwi. follow him search sumthing for his bro then we went for dinner with sarah and amy. and kebetulan omar got night out and he went bugis with his friends. so i meet him sekejap. nothing much to talk about lah..

today's plan was to go to sch and take my chair. i woke up at 2PM and called nora. so she teman me to school. first i tot my chair dissappear, tapi hiding lah at the corner... tgh lepak dgn ewin's chair... HAHA..

so i drag my chair home. took cab and it cost me 22 plus buck. my god. duit dah nak abis... kalau lah jumpe duit kan best. after drag the chair home, we went to gombak antar suar nora then we went to bukit batok central to deposit her cheque. went to bimla with nora to buy her baju melayu. HAHHA..

after that we went to prime buy chicken. as nora's mum instructed her to buy one pack. after that while killing the tyme to past 8pm, we sit at the exercise corner.





as soon as its 8pm i flag cab for her and we went home. huhu.. btw, bsk dah start keje alik. and i feel soo malas... first cus i think i got nothing to do as they get the marina bay sands proj. im very sure im not the one that will have to do the sectioning and stuff... maybe i will have to prepare material board tomolo for them. haiz. i hate werking life. but i loves money. HOW? hahaha

ok. now i wanna said to you guys that i feel sooo jealous to see couples holding hand together. laughing all day long. playing ard with each other. im sooo jealous. jealous jealous jealous. sigh. afterall life is not easy for me. :((

sigh. ok have a lovelies day ahead.

i loves my weekends.

saturday i had a suprise for my friends and bf. that is to celebrate their bdae. i think that was my bf biggest celebration ever with me. i loves seeing his face on how he reacted when he first heard that it the bdae cake was for him too. i dunnoe why im sooo excited. i loves seeing all of them feeling happy.

i love it.

we celebrated ian, omar, alwi and sarah bdae. sekali empat okies! ahha.. nora, sue and me have been cracking head on what to buy and stuff. mastermind gitu. HAHA. after having dinner at secret recipe, we head down to sentosa. we had sky ride and luge. luge was scary ok. i still remember how tite i grab his hand and begging him not to move. im sure he can still remember how cramp my face look like.

i love it.

going down the hill by luge was fun. cus i was the first one. HHAHA.. only ian noe how my helmet look like. HAHA. it was like hanging on my neck not on my head. laju ke aku bwk sampai melayang. HAHA. and alwi was sticking all the way with my bf. hmmph jelous. GAY BOY!

i love it.

next was to cafe del moar. it was great. ive been wanting to go there. and it was my first tyme there. dgn bf lagik. keke. happening ahh... there was the place wer they get their presents. hehe. i feel really happy for everyone. infact i hope the bf and the rest of them like wat we planned. i bought him the watch that we wanted. and i hope he likes it. :)

i love it.

you see in life ive tried very hard to please everyone. but some may not noe, feel or see. i hope they will open their eyes and see who and what they have in life. and learn to appreciate them or use it wisely.

i'll will always tried to be a good girlfriend and show him more love. i will bring him more memory in life. and make him feel really appreciate. cus i want him to have a good life with me in the future.

i love you.

hello. i am hidayah.
30 November 1987
happily attched to
my dear, omar.

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