.Wednesday, March 24, 2010 ' 11:08 PM Y
BEING TOGETHER IN THIS LONG TERM RELATIONSHIP ISNT EASY FOR ME. IVE BEEN THRU MANY MANY SWEET AND BAD MEMORIES TOGETHER.. SOMEHOW, WHEN WE WANT ALL THE BAD MEMORIES TO GO AWAY, IT JUST CANT BE WASHED AWAY. I FEEL BAD FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO ERASED IT AWAY. I KNOW HE IS A CHANGED PERSON AND I AM PROUD OF HIM. THANK GOD. IN A YEAR TIME, THINGS WOULD CHANGE AND ITS NOT GG TO BE AS EASY AS WAT IM FACING NOW... I HOPE HE IS GOING TO BE A GOOD GOOD HUSBAND FOR ME. AND WOULD TAKE GOOD CARE OF ME. INSYALLAH. AT TIMES IM JUST THINKING WHETHER IS THIS THE RIGHT THING FOR ME. I DUNNOE WHY I FELT THIS WAY. HAIZ.. TILL THEN, IM OFF TO BED.