.Wednesday, November 25, 2009 ' 10:59 PM Y
helo. today im so busy at werk. hari2 buat LUP drawing. boleh pengshan ohh....
i had a very bad feeling yest before i went to bed. had a hard time trying to put mysf to bed. i force mysf and i manage to sleep for 30 min. hubby called me at ard 11pm plus and tell me that he met with an accident. i thought he was joking. so i put mysf to bed back. at 1am his cussin msg me and tell me that they are at the hosp. at 3am he called me. i was too shock to put mysf to bed. keep on tossing ard to figure out what really happen to him.
THANK GOD HE IS STILL IN ONE PIECE! phew!
look at his picture, sakit2 pun sempat nak buat muka. HAHA.

i went over to his house with nora just now. thanks to her for accompanying me.
"terima kasih!"
i was kinda disappointed with pple that behave strangely towards me for this 7 freaking years. i tell you, if my jodoh panjang with omar, i dunnoe how am i going to face it. i am totally like not appreciate with that person. keep on showing like a 'whatever attitude'.
f**k lah!
i just cant control my emotion. so sorry. :(
i am so lucky to have a fiancee that is so understanding. i am so happy that even my fiance saw what that person did to me. atleast i am not making up story. i am so happy that my fiance atleast give me courage to kip on living with THAT TYPE OF PERSON. i dont give a damn to that person. if YOU think YOU are good enuf to be that way, THEN BE IT.
GOD is GREAT. KARMA is always waiting to be by ur side!
phew! i am tired of saying things like this. too tired. whatever it is, if ure reading it, it will be good if you change before is too late to even ask for forgiveness for your countless reactions towards me..

i dont live to impress you but i live to impress my FUTURE HUSBAND. he knows me better than you do.
ILU, ABG.
:'')