.Friday, August 21, 2009 ' 10:05 PM Y
ohh mann.... lets welcome the month of ramadhan. i was very very happy but at the same time i am sad.
i was busy doing my werk when bikna call. she was crying talking to me. i was shocked. i thought something bad had happen to her. she was sad that tomorrow is the first day of fasting and she wants to go back to abg mimi's place. when i heard her crying, i was holding back a bucket of tears underneath my eyes. i could handle it but to let it go.
ouh god, i hope she is able to cope with everything. i hope she is doing fine. i wouldnt want to lose another person in my life. it is soo painful. i just cant wait for her to be with me. when she is with me, i know she is safe... :'(
i want to apprieciate everyone's in my life. be it far or near.
well, in one more month time, hari raya is here. i miss abah. i miss his kecoh-ness when raya is coming. haiz... i hope he come to see me every single day. i miss him badly. :'(
ya Allah.... tenang kan lah hati hamba mu ini...
al fatehah..
