spending time with my love is a pure feeling. i feel secure and happy to be with him although sometimes tu, i shucks BIG time.. HAHA. well.... i have been trying to upload pictures on my blog, but then blogging is having it PMS and wouldnt want me to post any pictures. grrr....

well, above pictures were taken at marina south pier i guess... hmm... i think soo.... both of us dont know where to head, so yea, we went there. been a while since we last fish there... i miss it... but tak pergi lagi pun tkpe... banyak lipas.... TAKUT GURL GURL! haha....

well today i guess its lucky. my dear fiancee have been texting me non stop to blog. and blog. and yes blog. grr... lagi satu stress.... now, i hope he is happy that i manage to do it. :) (hope ure happy bby)

well, now im stuck at home doing nothing. thanks to the comp for testing my patience to wait for ur call. like every minute cost me money now.i hope they knew it man! goshh! so pathetic lah! i just dont want to be stuck at home doing nothing. i cant stand it man, watching tv, bring out my boster and lay on the sofa, got tired, when to the kitchen (find food) goshh... bertambah semangat....

bile lah rezeki aku nak dtg... harap2 nanti lah... cannot wait lah nak keje nie... tangan dah gatal nak pegang wang besar..... LOL.

btw aku kat rumah ni pun bukan bawak hasil, tapi abis kan hasil... haiz.... ape nak jadi. and i just did a blog shop. sorry bee... but the dress is very nice! cant wait to wear it and out with you mungkin soon lah... i hope the dress will be here before ur off day. :D

btw, i was so touched the other day. he wished me happy one month bertunang. haha. so suprised that he remembered it... now, these three day is a meaningful date for me, 18,19 and 20.

ok latest update.

i was msning with kak lina and suddenly she tells me she miss abah (my late uncle). i miss him too... but ive to endure it... i suddenly felt a BIG lost in my life. i wouldnt want to face it again, thats losing the person we love. i cant wait to share stories of my late uncle with my childrens one fine day. a man that have been taking good care of me throughout my life. abah, we love you so much and we miss you. we really do. i wish all that is a dream for us.

raya is coming...and i gonna miss him takbir-ing the night before raya. the one that will always ask us to make ketupat during raya, but we find it too hard to make one. the one that will always sing old song and yes i will be the one that will duet with him. the one that will also accompany us to make kuih every year. i just love him.... he is soo sweet... memories that i will always keep. insyaAllah. Amin.

now, i wouldnt want to lose my family, relatives, friends and my love fiancee.

to omar, thanks for always being there to listen to all my problems. my feelings. both of us have face the reality of loosing the person we love. so lets make it a lesson for the both of us. that is to appreciate the time that we have in life. i love you bby.