.Wednesday, January 14, 2009 ' 10:59 PM Y
Missing You - 1st Lady"why did he take u away from me"yest was exactly one week he left us. thanks to all that feel simpathy to it.
i wont be able to forget him. especially all that he had done/have my family. like looking after me, send me to sch and pick me up when im young. he is the one that taught me alot of things in life when my parents is not around. he teachs me good things that i cant repay him. all i can do is to pray for him and hope that he will be placed in heaven. amin.
he left us so sudden when no one was ard. he is my closest uncle for ur info. my 2nd father i should called him. i was too close to him that its hard for me to believe that he's gone. now memories is all left behind. good and bad memories will all be kept in my mind/heart. i can still remember the moment mum called and told me that he gone. i couldnt believe it and cried. only the bf knoes how bad i cried. but now, i am strong enuf to control my tears in front of people.
the moment i reach his place and i saw him lying down, i cried even more. all that will be remembered. i still remember the last werds that he said to me is, "yah, belajar rajin2 kat sekolah" that is "yah, study hard in sch". i can still recalled whatever he said to all of us on sunday when we visit him. his hands were cold. and that last joke that i make him laugh is when he wanted to take the fishball and the fishball drop. i see him smile and i thought things were fine.. but it turn out the other way..
last year will be my last driving him ard. i was happy that i get to celebrate my bdae with him at his jb house. this year raya wouldnt be a good one. its just so hard to believe sometime but i have to. i have to wake up from my fantasy. the day that we visit him, i can still remember that he look at us and smile. i thought he was happy to see us and i didnt expect that will be his last day to see me. :'''''(
i was happy that i get to kiss him for the last time. i will never ever forget him in my life. never.
he wouldnt be getting to see me getting engage this year. this is so sad. but i knoe he will always be somewhere looking at me. insyaAllah i will make him proud one day. amin.
