.Monday, September 22, 2008 ' 1:17 AM Y
do u wanna knoe wat is missing in my life? HAPPINESS. yes thats it. that the thing that till now i am still finding. no one can ever find an answer why i am saying this. i just feel like saying it. i am like lost somewer and i feel like being push to do thing that i dont wish to do. i need someone that could make me feel free from every single thing. i noe i couldnt be begging any one to do it. but at least make me feel like i am appreciated.
thats more thing that i have been keeping a secret. i dun wish to tell cus i am too shy to faced it mysf. and i knoe i fake all those smiles, laugh and stuff. cus i just wanna be like u guys. feel free from something for once..
but i knoe i was wrg for doing it. i am wrong. for the mean time. i know nothing or anyone could make me feel satisfied. i admit it. i do. i am so sorry. i am bad. i am trying to solve all this. i am.
insyaAllah.