i am facing too much pain. too much thing on my mind now. i hope i am strong to face all this. why does all this have to happen to me. why? what is actually on his mind rite now. i am like seriously feel like going to him and give him a great punch. i hope so. i really hope.

this have happen twice. yes twice! how could u do this! ure just a plain person without any feelings! u deserve to be hit by me. hope i wish i could just run away from all this. but i am stuck. stuck in between. in between which i doesnt noe which one to believe. oh god, pls show me his true colours in front of my eyes! please. i am begging you.

this wound will not stop bleeding unless it is solve. please. i need you god.

currently i am so grateful to have my bf with me. i am.

:'(

yours truly, hidayah.♥