.Monday, April 28, 2008 ' 6:23 PM Y
im soo busy...
bee, im sorry. i loves you.
.Friday, April 25, 2008 ' 9:47 PM Y

im having a bad day today... i hate it lah. everything seems soo wrong. why pple keep on blaming me for every single thing that i do? WHY?! any reason??!!! i hate it u noe. i mean not everytime i would realise it, but why must it be always me?? why didnt u think abt it? why didnt you try to put ursf in my shoe. why?!
even after saying sorry to you, things just didnt werk rite. haiz.. ive to bear with till this when? when will you realise it? when?! ive enough of this okies! i hope god will open up ur brain to think for once and realise it. dun always spot mistake on me. but spot it on ursf too.
NITE!
.Thursday, April 24, 2008 ' 10:14 PM Y
CURRENTLY IM BUSY. VERY BUSY.
FORGIVE ME FOR SHORT UPDATE!
OK. LOVES YOU!
=)
.Tuesday, April 22, 2008 ' 10:29 PM Y
im happy. cus my bf tags me. haha.. ive been waiting for that very long hokay! like 2 weeks. and finally he tags. haha. i noe why he tags.
1. i heard that he dun have to go to jungle.
2. he keng too much. (pretend to be sick)
3. once if he dun have to go to jungle, he will be having many free tyme.
HAHA.
i love him. keke.
ahh... bosan ahh... hmwk many2... and ive got only two hand to handle the task with only one brain...
question, do u guys knoe where i can buy brain and xtra hand?? HHAHA..

tiwi gave me this chocolate yest. and what does it look like? NIPPLE! hahhaa...
ok lahh... back to werk!
:* muacks.
. ' 12:10 AM Y

I MISS SEEING YOU SLEEPING ON THE COUCH.
I MISS THE JOY AND LAUGHTER THAT WE USED TO HAVE.
I MISS PITCHING UR SMALL LITTLE STOMACH.
I MISS OUR WONDERFUL DATE THAT WE USED TO HAVE.
I MISS SATURDAY.
I MISS GOING FISHING WITH YOU.
I MISS GOING HOME LATE WITH YOU.
I MISS WAITING FOR YOUR PHONE CALL EVERY NIGHT.
I MISS MAKAN NASI AYAM AT TAMPINES WITH YOU.
I MISS PSP PHOTOSHOOT WITH YOU.
I MISS WASHING BIKE TOGETHER WITH U & GET WET TOGETHER.
I MISS UR COMPLAINS.
I MISS THOSE MUSHY WORDS THAT YOU SAID.
I MISS GETTING HUGGED FROM YOU.
I MISS DRIVING U ARD THE WORLD (SINGAPORE) HAHA.
I MISS GOING SHENG SHIONG WITH YOU.
I MISS CYCLING/RIDING WITH YOU.
I MISS GETTING MAD AT YOU WHEN U SPEED UP EACH TYME.
LASTLY,
I MISS YOU THE MOST, OMAR.
IM WAITING FOR MY PRESENT FROM TAIWAN AHH... JGN LUPE! KHAHA..
call me again, soon?
.Monday, April 21, 2008 ' 2:41 AM Y
so here's more picture of my ITE mates... enjoy!! now im waiting pictures from sarah... cepat lah send!

.Sunday, April 20, 2008 ' 7:15 PM Y


OMG! she is sooo adoreable kan?!! cute banget lah!!! i was doing my hmwk in the afternoon, then kak juli txt me saying that bye2... kite nk ge umah awang! ape lagik kalam kabut aku txt die suruh die tunggu aku! ahhaha... aku pun nk ge tgk si kecik tu! dah lama tk tgk die!!! geram seh dgn dia! makin cute. macam aku. hehe. ok aku tau!
klah... ive upload a new song here. its dedicated to my dearest darling, OMAR BIN AMIR. yes. i want him to know that i will be here waiting for him. :) muacks!
come on, it getting near!!
.Saturday, April 19, 2008 ' 11:21 PM Y
HAPPY 5 YEARS 7 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY DEAR.. I MISS YOU... AND I CANT WAIT FOR YOU TO GO HOME. I HOPE YOUR DOING FINE THERE. IM SO TOUCH TO HEAR U FROM YOU, AND WISHING ME IN DA MORNING. THANKS FOR CALLING DEAR! I LOVE YOU.
THROUGHOUT THIS RELATIONSHIP, IVE NEVER EVER THINK THAT WE COULD GO THIS FAR. I HOPE THAT WE COULD BUILD OUR RELATIONSHIP MUCH MORE STRONGER. YOU ARE THE ONE THAT SHOW ME EVERYTHING IN LIFE. YOU RE SO MEANINGFUL TO ME. I LOVE AND MISS YOU ABANG!
TWO MORE WEEKS SAYANG!!! :)
ok enuf. i meet my ite mates at orchard... its chun siong bdae! haha.. we go makan at breeks. okok lahh... i should bring my bf there.. btw, jimmy kata one of the staff there look like omar. haha. ok its not lahh.. but somehow, i think only 20 percent jer kot yg sama.. haha.. ape lah kau... haah...
after tat we go spent tyme at flyer.. best ahhh!!! i loike it!! at least today theres someone that brighten up my day with laughter and joy! thanks guys! i love you too! btw saw sue and ian at marina square! god, i really miss her lah! sungguh! i hope that god will not burden her anymore as i want to see all my frends happy in their life. su, i miss you okay!

sarah thanks for the keychain! it sooo sweet of u. im crying rite now... thanks for everything especially those comfort when im feeling down. thanks for understanding watever situation im facing now.. thanks! :'(
.Friday, April 18, 2008 ' 10:44 PM Y


had my presentation just now.... finally its done and over! alhamdullilah. hope for the best..
after presentation, i just realise that uzur tembos! OMG! malu nye!!! siak ahhh..... malu sehhh!!!! tak caya sehhh!! first tyme seh kuar gitu banyak!!!! nasib bawak banyak duit.. naik cab alik!
kk watever, btw, the first picture was drawn by sunny.... nice kan. ok lah. get back to werk.
bee, its tomolo! i love you!
.Thursday, April 17, 2008 ' 11:13 PM Y





do we look like we're stress up? yes we are actualli. but during photoshoot, we're not stress. hahaa.. it was soo fun! i loike! ok enuf. sch is sooo stress lahhh actualli! argh i feel like burning down the sch.

look at those eye bag. it weigh one kilo okies! haha. ok i lied. ahhaa... just now otw back home from sch i sleep and i actualli wanted to pee. bt i forced mysf to tahan lahh.. and while i was sleeping, i actualli dream that i went to the toilet. and i was about to pee lah i tell u. it almost come out! OMG! lucky sia tk kuar! malu sehhh!!!!!!!!! OMG! that was my first tyme dreaming in the bus. HAHA.
oklah. i got presentation tomolo. wish me good luck hor! its my first tyme presenting alone. shucks big tyme. i wish kenneth was busy tomolo. I WISH I WISH!!!! oh god, pls fulfill my wishes. HAHA.
btw, nora rapped just now was soo funny.. YO YO YO!!! ahah.. ok enuf!
NITES PEEPS! YOU make me smile and laugh each day!
bee, i miss you and i love you every single minute. :)
.Wednesday, April 16, 2008 ' 10:41 PM Y



i feel like i did nothing in sch today. shucks lah... after sch, nora n me went to vivo buy shirt for fri. hahaaha... its soo pathetic lah... i dont have anymore shirts t wear to sch. :( i need more! wer can i buy cheap shirts from????
tag me hor. and ok. early in the morning was soo emotional. i miss him badly and i swear i cried like hell. thanks to sarah and alwi for comforting me. :)
.Tuesday, April 15, 2008 ' 11:48 PM Y



sch was fun today. at last everything is settle. im happy for it. :)
ok. sch work sucks! its a smelly bitch siak! i cant stand it lah! argh!!! klah... i do my sch werk first. i think its damn important to me. see ya peeps!
bee, argh.. lagik lame! :(
.Monday, April 14, 2008 ' 11:34 PM Y
i look very moody today... i dont know why this feeling suddenly shown up.

i miss my bf actualli. i try to control it. but whenever im alone, i'll think of him. how nice he is towards me, how he treat me gd, going out with him. spending tyme together each night. u see, how he brighten up my day. i just miss him badly. i wish he could just appear on my dream eventhough for a minute. i wish... :'(
i cant believe that he is this far from me. this is not the 1st tyme lah tat he is this far. but usualy he will go for only 2 weeks. but this tyme round, for 5 weeks. somemore he wont be calling me that often. and today he is inside the jungle for 5 days. which mean, he wont be calling me or sms me. arghh dear, i just miss u lah.. i wish ure here, beside me. HUNNY MISS YOU, BEE.
luckily ive friends ard me that could brighten up my days with their crazy jokes. thanks guys for all those silly jokes that appear to be very funny each tyme when we're together. I LOVE YOU GUYS!
oh ya! i received a GST money frm the government. and im sooo happy.. hehee... and im very happy that during the bf bday, i will be receiving money too. so that mean i gonna make suprise for him. ok. now its not suprise. cus he will be reading my blog also. hahaha.. ok watever. hmwk is calling me.
NITE PEEPS!
Bee, always take care of ursf and apply ur cream everyday okies! love you.
btw, ive get the song from maj. SERIBU KENANGAN. its rite at the bottom. ENJOY!
. ' 12:23 AM Y
i went to meet kak moli and obek sah at air pasang.. and then went straight to their house... waited for mak to call then we pick up mak balik... nasib ade udin... tahu jalan... kalau harap kan aku, wah duh... tak sampai lahh...

before that i sempat ambek gmbr si manja nie.. aahaha.. lawa kan... lawa macam ning. i dont know why i started to love cat. nie sume omar nye pasal lahh... tapi aku masih ada takut sama kucing lahh... i shall carry a cat soon... soon ahh.. wait... hahaha...
after ambek mak, we went to jrg entertainment.. carik hp utk udin and mamat... tapi tkde... so we went to west mall... after that went back to their place... called idah suruh teman aku ge ambek bapak pulak... after that alik kjp then go ambek mak busu... then antar kete balik.. penat sehhh...
dah ngantok nie sebenarnye... klah hmwk pun dah bnyak.. i better kip going...
BTW, u, call me soon okies. i miss you. its getting stronger each day. :)
.Sunday, April 13, 2008 ' 11:22 AM Y
it seems tat my weekend this week is burn again. i cant do my hmwk... got lots of plan going on with my parents.. haiz...
hmwk is pilling up high.. im DEAD!
kk... i gtg...
BYE!
.Saturday, April 12, 2008 ' 11:39 PM Y


went to the nlb with my classmate plus nora and sunny... cant take their photo cus they walk so fast... khahaa... sorry!!!
find all the detailing thingy that we nid for technology lesson.. ouh before that u had lunch at mcdonald. sedap! mcspicy die.... HOT BANGET!!!!
after that i went home... dah lama lah tk jumpe mak and bapak. ashik balik lambat jer frm sch... so busy lately... with grp work lagik... haiz... lucky the bf go taiwan... boleh jugak buat hmwk on saturday... :)))
but boring lah bile die dah ge... no one to talk to at nite. haha. see, he can entertain me 24/7. haha. although dia malas, im very sure he layan me dgn ikhlas. haha..
U MAKE ME LOVES U MORE EACH DAY.
.Friday, April 11, 2008 ' 10:58 PM Y

this is NAFA whiteboard duster.. can u believe that they use syrofoam (wrg spelling) hahha.. pathetic! we paid sch fees and now we're like using syrofoam. HAHA.
arghh 2 weeks is finally gonna over.. and i cant wait. cant wait for him to go home soon.. arghh i miss him this much. can see???
haha... arghh... assessment is getting near... and im so stressful.. :(((
and today in sch i receive NAFA stress kit bag.. contain an oreo, 100 plus, chupa chup, instant cup noodle, woods peppermint and a small book. hehe... ok this is wat we called NAFA.. but the duster thingy, they should do something before i complains to the MOE. hahaha...
again, i think of him everyday sehh... before sleep i will tune in to his favourite song. ouh ya!! btw, he called me this morning ard 8 plus... and im sooooo happy lah.. baik2 ngantok trus jadi segar... hahha... suke! sayang mahhh!!! ahahaha...
3 more weeks before we got to meet each other. :)
I LOVES YOU!
. ' 12:28 AM Y
the word is
ANGRY for today.
kenape lah org2 fikiran singkat...? tk paham ahh aku... they just need
ATTENTION.
ATTENTION SEEKER!okok... istifah....(deep breathe)
sch was fun with goodfriends ard. with all those silly jokes, hahha... i just cant stop laughing lahh.. hahaha... thanks guy for brighten my days!
jokes of the day:
ewin swings her hair to the right and left. like mushroom siak
talks like british/london/american slangs....
ok. i cant talking either one of it. HAAHHA...
.Thursday, April 10, 2008 ' 12:57 AM Y

i wish i got power to actuali do wat like. haha.. so that i can rule the world. haha. amcm? okies?
haiz... im sooooooooooo ________!!!!!!!! pandai2 ah carik matlumat.... bingit seh dgn org2 yg tk berfikiran panjang. nama je sekolah tinggi tapi tak penah nak buat bertenang. yg die tahu nak ckp ckp ckp dan tk bagi org ckp. haiz... pening ahh gini... yg die tahu is dia jer yg ada perasaan. so be it lah... im ready to play the game! lets rock and roll!!!
music please...!!!!!
ok sorry tkde music. tadi bf call. happy lah... tapi sekejap jer.. jadik lahh... atleast aku ada jgk fikir ape situasi dia... haiz...
cant wait for u to come back home. :)
.Tuesday, April 08, 2008 ' 10:34 PM Y
i am so happy cus ive bought new keyboard. heh.
but im nt happy cus lappy is currently with my cussin. :((( yest was a disaster! i cant even blog/msn/find info on the net! hahha... ok i explain, my dekstop is werking which im using currently, its just that the keyboard is not werking. and im soooo angry... i can only click click click. haiz... so pathetic... ahahhaa
ive got no werds to explain about sch/class. so, bf? heh. he's fine alhamdullilah... i miss him lahhh... four more weeks to go... im counting down on the days!
I MISS YOU BF! im still waiting for ur email. mane?? tag pun tkde. tapi mintak blog add. ape lah u!
muacks!
.Sunday, April 06, 2008 ' 9:22 PM Y
im soooo dead!!!
till now i dun have any plan/elevation/section or watever it is... arghh!!! so stress lahh...
currently my brain cannot think of something. aiyo...
what has got into me ahh????
ok i shall kip going den...
ID IS SOOO STRESSFUL!!!!
aduh.. mati.
. ' 12:17 AM Y

pardon me. this picture was taken yest (friday). this is my korea fren. she is sunny. pretty? hot stuff....
SATURDAY
i went to the lib with nora. jon n ewin couldnt make it. so the both of us did some werk. i manage to start on research studies. and nora did her furniture for autocad. at least the both of us did our werk.. susah tau nak percaya tu....


at six we pack up and get ready to go home.. but before that we go makan at bukit batok west... not that nice lah.. but alhamdullilah... rezeki tu..... ouh tgk picture tu, nora taknak lepas kan tangan die from her new mouse... mouse kau tk lari lahhh!!!!
SUNDAY
it 12.24am. but im still awake. my cusin just left my house. they came my house just to install anti virus and cure all those virus. alhamdullilah. syukur.. ive to reformat and upgrade my ram soon... i nid to save up some cash!!!!
ouh ive plan to follow mum to market tomolo.. dah lama tk ge market... boleh ask her buy some thing for me. heh. ade motive. klah.. nite guys!
bee, i miss/love you. 5 move weeks to go! lets kip on going baby...