.Thursday, December 21, 2006 ' 9:23 PM Y
firstly wanna thk maj for the tagboard. SDjr and alwi, thks for teman-ing me in the sch lib doing my school werk. after finishing all the hmwk, went to SP to eat. the foods there is really tempting! i feel like eating everything. its not only tempting, but the food there is so cheap. there's 6 foodcourts, kfc, mcdonald, pizza hut, 7-11, bang deli and many more. how i wish i was in that school. but too bad, they rejected me. while waiting for su, alwi n me sit at foodcourt 3. i ordered ice kacang n a set of spring chicken i guess. its so cheap! i shared with alwi. while eating, alwi makes me burst into tears. i felt so down. it hurts me deep inside. (alwi, su, macam mane nie?? i feel so bad. am i choosing the rite one??) why u guys can see the good things in that person but not in him that i have now? it makes me cry even worst when i reflash those memories that i haf with him. is this a crap?? wake me up pls. im stuck. i wanna forget everything! yes everything. i just wanna haf u in me. yes u. am i making this complicated to you?? its true that i gonna hurt sumbody sooner or later. but how do i move on without hurting that person??
*if you were here with me rite now.
