.Tuesday, August 15, 2006 ' 10:30 PM Y
mum nagged..
dad not home yet.
so called lil sista making shit again.. im stress again..
haiz... y everyone doesnt trust me?? y they dun haf faith in me?? y?? am i that bad as wat they think i am? i am who i am... i dun wanna b sumbody else.. i wanna b me.. just me myself and i..
but y u are making my life difficult? y??
i dun wanna waste my time to fight with u over small thing. its not worth it.. u haf to give and take... ive think wat ive done.. and i guess im wrong.. u dun haf to say that ure wrong just bcos u wanna close the problem. i admit im rude to you.. for putting the phone just like that... but i dunnoe y its hard for me to say that im sorry..
did i change alot?? i guess not... or issit the pple ard me that make me feel like that..?? i might be smiling in school.. but that doesnt mean that im happy.. ive kept in deep inside me for years... waiting and wanting to say it out...
frens, if im gone one day, just remember that i care for you guys since i noe u.. i treat everyone the same.. just dun get me wrong aite. i love the friendship that we build so far... just bear in mind that although im not ard but i still remember the happy moments with u guys...
for my dear, thks for everything. im happi with u.. and i shld say that im glad to haf u.. although stupid things tend to happen. i just want u to undastand me. just remember that i believe in karma... bear that in ya mind. but i still loves you. btw, theres a letter with me. take it when im gone. read it and undastand it.. it means a lot..
*memories will kept in my mind.
